Only when you are at a point in your life
where the past has absolutely no relevance for you anymore,
will you be able to step into a new life cycle.
I spent most of my life
thinking I wasn’t enough and worse:
I was consciously LOOKING for a problem in my psyche,
thinking something HAS to be wrong with me
or my life
because people would tell me
that something has to be wrong with me.
So instead of listening to my heart
and realizing that my life is beautiful and brilliant
and that one day the right partner would come into my life
to share the beautiful path with me,
I went on a soul search in order to FIND
something that’s wrong with me.
And of course I found it.
Whatever your focus is on,
that will enfold in front of your eyes infinitely.
It took me years
to let go
of the ‘problems’ I thought I had.
Now I am in a place where the past
truly doesn’t matter anymore.
I am even grateful for it
because it made me to who I am today.
I am grateful for wonderful parents who showed me
love, respect and appreciation
and wonderful friends to whom I will always feel connected to.
Yet, the past is no longer a burden to me
or a package that I need to carry around with me.
Time is all we have
and the truth is
that time has been made up by humans
so we feel caught in it.
No one has the right to judge you at where you are at in whatever age you are.
There are people out there that appear to have
everything they ever wanted at the age of 30
and then they fall into a deep hole
because it was stripped away from them.
Once you are close to your soul’s purpose,
time is no longer of the essence.
You live every day,
moment to moment,
and enjoy what Spirit has in store for you.
The law of attraction will do the rest.
Helen Davies
La Ara Blog 
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