If you had the chance… would you?!?

If you had the chance to leave everything behind – and go on an adventure of a lifetime – would you?

Would you live your dream or just dream your life?

That is a question I had to ask myself a few times in my life.

So here is a little something about me:

Being a dual citizen, I always dreamed of going to New York.

I saw my first Broadway Show at the age of 7. The magic of the stories, diving into other people’s lives, the music, the lights… it changed my whole world – so much that it was my dream to be on Broadway myself.

Back in my home country, in Germany, I studied musical theater and when I got my diploma in 2013, an opportunity opened up.

My father said: Now is your chance! I will support you if you want to go to New York.

What a chance!

What a choice to make!

To dive into something completely new, move into a city with complete strangers – or stay where I was at, in my small village in Germany.

To leave everything behind I called my home, a safe environment, where everyone knew me – or to move into a huge city where I was anonymous and walk a path of my own.

A part of me was about to bail out of the opportunity, but my rebel soul and heart shouted at me:

If you don’t do it now, you will never leave here! You never wanted to be here in the first place! Go and do what you always wanted!

So I chose – a life of adventure.

I took my chances and left my home country after 28 years of living in Europe.

It was exciting and scary at the same time, but I had nothing to lose!

Due to being in the right place at the right time, I made friends and even got a place to live in (a room in the community/pastor’s house by all means), I found lots of friends, my best friend from Chicago moved to New York (we were talking about living in New York City since we were 16) and in 2015 I met my life-partner.

The most wonderful man and most exciting being I could imagine to be with.

In 2017, 3.5 years after my move to New York City, I moved in with him.

We shared the dream of traveling, of making music together and at the end of that year we made had a mother big decision to make.

Stay or live our dream and travel.

We chose to live our dream, something deep inside us was clear:

We got a trailer, sold or gave away what we couldn’t bring along, and traveled across the country.

Our actual trailer, standing at Lake Isabella in California.

We explored places like Sedona and Mount Shasta – Roswell – Yosemite – the Grand Canyon and so many more.

But even though we had dreamed about it, it took the courage and readiness to leave everything we had behind, including his job.

His true dream was to create his own songs, to perform and sing them together with me and this is something we are still doing today.

My partners Songs speak of awakening, rebellious acts of growth and transformation and I am grateful to be with him on this journey of Music and Adventure.

All I know is that whenever I said yes to big decisions like these, I was guided and cared for.

At the Devil’s Bridge in Sedona, Arizona.

Life is always full of choices.

With all this said and my story told, it is your turn now to answer for yourselves:

If you had the chance to leave everything behind – and go on an adventure of a lifetime – would you?

La Ara


Wake Up to the incredible Being that you are!

Life is too magical and too beautiful to play a minor role in it.

Wake up to the incredible Being that you are!!!

Within your own life, you are meant to be the main person!!!

We are not here to make others happy, we are here to BE happy ourselves.

No one else can make us happy… THAT alone is an inside job…

If we haven’t reached that point, what good will we be for others at all?

With our decision of coming to earth, we wanted to live a joyous life.

We did not come because others asked us to, it was OUR decision to BE, to BREATHE, to EXIST.

There are no karmic burdens.

We all are God/dess within…

Live life in the fullest and stop trying to teach others how to be happy if you haven’t discovered happiness within yourself.

La Ara


Live as though you know…

There are those who know.

They walk around as though they know- think, smile and talk as if they know and live as if they know.

They have stopped to ask themselves the ‘hows’ and ‘whys’ in life, because they know…

They know they deserve nothing less than to know.


Because they decided to know. They decided: I deserve this and nothing less than the best in life.

And you know what? In the end everything turns out the way they knew it would… because their trust and inner knowing became so powerful.

No matter what.. don’t ‘believe’ or ‘think’ it – KNOW it.
Live AS IF.
Release your doubts and know that the world is here to fulfill your truest, most inner heartfelt desires.

Test it if you must. Give it a week, a month, a year. Buy truly, TRULY KNOW it! And let the world transform into your inner vision, right in front of your eyes!

For when you know, the doubt is gone. The fear moved on and you are stepping into your vortex.

And you know what?

The world comes to those… who know.

With their heart, their soul. If your vibration is that of one who is in ecstasy, in joy, in love AND bliss, you will give all of yourself to your highest vision.

And that’s what we need.

The world needs more of those

‘who know’.

La Ara



She inspires you to higher things.
She is a muse, a mystical queen,
Emanates high self esteem
After Spending a lifetime of searching deep within she has grown wings.

She knows how valuable she is to society,
Yet she makes her own life her priority.
And she respects that others have their own plan –
She stays true to herself, yet helps if she can.

Her voice, her eyes, her heart.
Strong and vulnerable, graceful and alert
does she walk through the world with an intensity
that can drive others to insanity.

Eyes so dark, almost black.
When you look into them there is no lack.
You see reflections of your own light,
Your passionate flame she will ignite.

With her head held up high,
She walks on this earth as if ready to fly.
Is she ever really here?
She seems like an alien amongst the humans
And is more human than people appear.

She died so many times before,
and every time she was reborn.
She has looked at all her fear,
So nothing can chain her, her path seems clear.

You see her glow.
Something unearthly touches her flow.
She seems untouchable but never alone,
When she steps upon her royal throne.

La Ara


I love You

When I look at you I see the wisdom of a million lifetimes.

I see the fights you fought and won against yourself and the love you have to give.

The adventurer within who wants to experience things he has never before.

The Wanderer, seeing this world with new eyes.

The pirate, searching for treasure.

I am one lucky woman to call you my partner.

By your side I feel like the queen of the world, conquering the planet with her king, through love.

It is my honor to walk this path with you.

Every day is a new adventure and I am amazed that I get to see this world in a new way, every day of my life.

Our music speaks for itself, it is the magical link that always connected us, even before we met in this lifetime.

As your muse I was always by your side and I knew all my life that you were out there. I had to travel across the ocean to come into your life, but it was worth every mile.

I Love you, Beautiful Soul!

La Ara

Who are Conspiracy Theorists?

They are the prophets of tomorrow.

The ones who are not buying the lies and choose to research outside of the mainstream media that sells you lies.

They are the ones who walk through this planet with open eyes, no longer waiting for a savior or the government to help or save them but instead finding their own solutions.

They are their own scientists, making their own experiments, because they are not satisfied with the answers they get from the so-called authorities.

They are the ones who asked questions in school and never got the answers that
would satisfy their genius minds and hearts.

They are the Revolutionaries.

The ones who bust the system because the system, as it is, is broken.

They are the ones who got written off as “different”, not fitting in by nurses, teachers, family and friends.

They are artists, a different kind of thinkers who create
their own world within this world.

The ones, who were incapable of sitting still for 8 hours at times, because there was too much to do, too much to enjoy, too much to fill the hours with instead of empty words that were only used to brainwash us.

They are healers, mediums, channelers, starseeds, dreamers, creatives.

They are the ones I call my best friends and add myself to!

All you Brave Souls out there who think outside of the box,
I call you brave, unshakable, beautiful – and my soul-family!

We are in this together!

May we now see an evolution of the brave, bold and beautiful!

We have awakened to be there for the golden Era,
the New Dawn, to build a New Society!

I am proud of everyone of you!

You inspire me!

Unbreakable, unshakable we will stand!

For where we go one, we go all!

La Ara

Not every day is great (Poem)

Not every day is great.

Sometimes we wake up early,
Sometimes we wake up late.

Sometimes we want to be heard,
On other days we don’t want to hear a word.

Change will happen every day,
Shadows creep in and go away.

What is an important lesson,
Is allow your inner pain to lessen.

Allow yourself to simply be,
Give up on pressure – and  feel free.

You are strong and you can do this!
Whatever your pain, you can get through this!

Feel it, allow it, let it go,
Dream of a better world you and know

That every pain will find release
When you allow yourself to be at ease.

Live every day as if it is your last,
Enjoy what you have and let go of the past.

Then every day will be the greatest,
And this day will be your best!

La Ara

Being a Queen

A queen…

…does not chase people or situations.

 She enjoys her life in the fullest

no matter if with others or on her own.

She is open to All-Possibilities. 
She gives without expectation…

The transition from a princess to a queen
has made her an entirely new person…

and the people from the past
that don’t understand it are not worth of her time,
for she no longer lives in fear or regret.

She is aware
that everything in her past was necessary,
but it’s no longer something she has to hold on to.

She no longer has the time to ask herself,
why people do what they do.

She is focusing on her own journey –
and the people who want to be part of it,
are always welcome.

Everything else will leave on its own,
because the Law of Attraction will dissolve negative,
restraining energies around her.

Motivated by her inner voices,
she does things out of her heart.
She gives more than she gets back,
because she knows that the more you give,
the more beauty will come to you…

A queen believes in divine timing and
that there is a reason why something didn’t occur.

She knows: so many people
are caught in inner restrains,
feeling it’s all about work
and not allowing themselves
to actually enjoy the journey.

Being grateful and happy is the actual “work”,
but it’s not about being happy because of a situation or person –
but always. 

A queen does not give others the permission
to make her feel anything else but love.
She’d rather be by herself than surrounded by people
who are filled with anger, aggression, jealousy and even hate.

She knows that the people
who she surrounds herself with,
will reflect on who she is.

Every situation that would have bothered her
when she was not owning her kingdom (vibration),
gives her peace:

She knows, every day is like a new lifetime, a new chance –
a chance to spread even more love, joy and happiness into the world.

She no longer feels responsible for the way others see her, for she knows, it’s their own projection, their own opinion, mainly of themselves which reflects on her, and not who she truly is.

If someone is afraid of being around her,
it’s because s/he’s afraid
that her happiness
could be contagious and s/he no longer
has the chance to complain about life…

She is loving, fun to be around with,
playful and always has new ideas
that bring out the inner child:

For even if the princess has been transformed into a queen,
she will always look at the world with the eyes of an innocent child:
filled with awe, wonder and the inner feeling
that she is destined to do something powerful within her life.

La Ara

The Awakening has begun

From day to night
We want to make things right
From Darkness to light
We let evilness subside

Called to the light
We leave the darkness behind
Challenging who wants to fight
Destroying the evil mind.

We can’t go on that much longer
Humanity is at a crossroads –
What attacks us makes us stronger
Yet we need to forget all that we were told.

And let go of past weight
Find balance and rejoice
Do it now, before it’s too late…
Step up for the right choice.

We are stronger than you think
We were born to be the light
We can transform everything
And brighten up the night

But we must know why we are there
Stick together, not divide
So many of us are everywhere
Let’s safe our future, while their fear runs wild.

Many came across the sky
Here to turn the world around
Anxious they wait for some signs
Of shifts that are profound

But they don’t see that they’re the ones
Who need to hear the Calling
They need to listen for the songs
The ancients wrote before their falling.

They are codes to awaken us
To allow us transformation.
The music is in our hearts
To wake us up and embrace ascension

Our history is a lie
We have been numbed and blinded.
Many ancient civilizations died
By the hands of “evil”-minded.

And now we sit amongst their midst
Absorbing what they feed us –
Worshiping the screen and shapeshifters –
Following “their” orders.

They get richer while we “slave”
A term that was supposed to be abolished.
They put us early in our graves –
And we hardly get acknowledged.

It’s time to shift,
Their time is done –
Life is a gift –
And we have won.

No one is higher than the next,
We are all equal in God’s eyes.
Treat each other with respect
Let’s recognize each others’ rights.

The truth is hidden in our hearts
Love can be found everywhere.
No more division that tears us apart
Stick together and share.

For we, the People, have already won,
The “evil” ones are falling…
The Awakening has already begun
Let’s answer our calling!

From day to night
We will make things right
From Darkness to light
We shall let evilness subside.

La Ara

Message to Humanity

Humanity is at a crossroad.

It is time to gather the strength and the belief
that you are here to experience the Ascension of Gaia –
and with her, all of you, that are ready – will ascend.

Let go of the little dramas in your lives that are holding you back

and start living your Visions.

Build your life the way you want it to be.

Allow yourselves to shine like the sun.

Too long have we all been held back…

The time for infinite abundance and bliss is NOW!

You precious humans are not slaves,
you are the Masters of this Galaxy
and it is time for you to let go of the things that hold you back.

Walk like Masters, talk like Masters, make Earth your Stage and BE the Masters.

La Ara

Living in a Heavenly State of Mind

Love flows through my soul.

There is no other way for me to describe happiness
than as a tingle in my body, my lips smiling, my eyes dreaming.

Music surrounds me and I feel like in paradise.

It is here: Paradise.

There is no need to search for it anywhere but in your own perception.

Does earth seem more like heaven or hell to you?

We were given this planet in order to make something special with it,
not to destroy it.

But instead of loving everything equally we put value on it.

Something has to be worth something.
Gold, money has become more precious than earth itself.

How much value does the blue sky have – or the eagle flying in the sky?

And because humans need to understand and analyze everything, they need to name everything, too.

Heaven and Hell are basically made up words but because we have an idea about them, they make us feel something as well.

It is not about the words themselves, but the feeling behind them…

I realized a long time ago that Heaven and Hell are a state of being.

If you feel unwelcome, ridiculed, it feels like hell.

If others treat you respectfully and lovingly, it feels like heaven.

Can’t you see?

Hell is not a place filled with fire and demons watching over you… hell is in your mind – and you can change it every day, every moment of your life.

Of course church and Hollywood have helped with the pictures in your head becoming a “reality” for you – and now your subconscious mind is filled with images of a place underneath the earth where lost souls and “evil” humans are screaming with infinite pain while they are being tortured.

How does this image make you feel?

You know you just went there with your head
while I simply used words to describe a picture in my head.

Learn to filter.

Stop being a victim to your subconscious mind.

If your fantasy is very vivid , fill your heart and soul with love and beauty, with good stories about heroes and their journey.

Don’t focus on the bad.

It will only bring you down…

It is not always easy when you see the pictures in the news or watch horror movies – but you can choose not to do so.

Live consciously and return to “heaven” every day.

Now, because your subconscious mind takes up most of our mind-space – it is important that you fill your awakened state with powerful and beautiful stories and impressions.

Allow yourself to dream.

Let go of the need to compare your life to others or to judge them.

Everyone does the best they can to live in this beautiful world.

This is about YOU.

And the more you are in the state of paradise, the more will you be able to see heaven everywhere you go.

Take earth in as a conscious being – everywhere you go there is a message waiting for you, even every person you meet has one.

Just listen for the magical sounds of paradise
while you walk on this beautiful planet!

La Ara

The Dark Night of the Soul

There are times when we feel empty and cold, lost and alone –
and it seems that any extra step we take could make us stumble and fall.

Numb, hardly able to breathe or speak, we pull away;
away from our loved ones, our dreams, from life itself.

What is there to fight for or surrender to?
These are the times right before our transformation
where deepest darkness surrounds us.

The dark night of the soul.

We dive into our own darkness
in order to find the source of light within.

In order to find back to our authentic selves,
we have to die first.

It’s often the last step before our dreams come true.

We need to lose ourselves
in order to find back to our true essence.

The essence of love and everlasting power of our souls.

But the process of dying is a painful one.

Not knowing where to go or who to turn to –
until we realize there is no one to turn to other than our true selves.

Allow yourself to fall, to cry, to surrender.

Allow yourself to lose control.

Control of ego is an illusion…

Shake off the demons that whisper that you
are a failure into your ear and allow yourself to see your light again.

Take your power back.

Ignite your energy and burn your doubts away.

And you will rise like a phoenix from the ashes –
and become your authentic self again,
filled with self-love and appreciation for life.

Glow and set your soul on fire!

It is a wild journey into the deepest fears within.

But if I was able to get out of this, so can you!

La Ara

He is my Poem

He is my poem.

I love to read from his lips while
I look in his eyes and read between the lines.

We only met a few years ago but I look back
and wonder what my life was like without knowing him.

We always knew each other.

I prepared for this many lifetimes ago.

Back then we were king and queen of other planets.

He is my reflection and the man who occupied my dreams
since I was a young girl, dreaming of love.

Seeing him smile makes my heart smile
and seeing him with tears makes me sad as well.

It’s in his eyes that I see a future that can completely shift my past.

He is my king, my true love and my best friend.

What more can you ask for than to have everything in one?

I feel calm and happy to know the work on myself has made it possible for us to be together.

I will always be grateful that he took me to a world unknown and showed me that life is not about material things but about the innocence of love.

La Ara