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Phoenix – rise from the ashes…

There are times when we feel empty and cold, lost and alone – and it seems that any extra step we take could make us stumble and fall.
Numb, hardly able to breath or speak, we pull away; away from our loved ones, our dreams, from life itself.

What is there to fight for or surrender to?

These are the times right before our transformation where deepest darkness surrounds us.

The dark night of the soul.

We dive into our own darkness in order to find the source of light within.

In order to find back to our authentic selves, we have to die first.

It’s often the last step before our dreams come true.

We need to lose ourselves in order to find back to our true essence.

The essence of love and everlasting power of our souls.

But the process of dying is a painful one.
Not knowing where to go or who to turn to – until we realize there is no one to turn to other than our true selves.

Allow yourself to fall, to cry, to surrender. Allow yourself to lose control.
Control of ego is an illusion…
Shake off the demons that whisper that you are a failure into your ear and allow yourself to see your light again.

Take your power back.
Ignite your energy and burn your doubts away.

And you will rise like a phoenix from the ashes – and become your authentic self again, filled with self-sove and appreciation for life.

Glow and set your soul on fire!

It is a wild journey into the deepest fears within. But if I was able to get out of this, so can you!

La Ara

The Promise

And they danced in the cosmos, so close that they felt each others heartbeat… surrounded by the light and the laughter of the stars Touching each other more with their soul than with their body because, being from other planets, they were hardly physical.

“Don’t forget me!”, he whispered, holding her so close that they felt as if they were one. “Remember to wake me up, when you remember who we are, with the kiss of uncondititional, eternal love.”

She knew the moment of goodbye was soon to come. “Don’t leave me!”, she felt a heaviness she never felt before – in Sirius there is no such thing as heaviness – but Earth had already started to make its presence felt and she heard the call of adventure, as did Darius.

Darius looked into her eyes: “I will never leave you! No matter how long it takes for the two of us to find back to our union, I will FIND you! But you will have to be strong and remember…. remember this moment, this promise we are giving each other now.”

“Time goes by so quickly!”, La Ara sighed. “We only have this last dance before we disappear and I just became your royal wife. How can life be so cruel to separate us again?”

“We will always feel each other, no matter how far apart – and if I exist within Earths dimension when you are there or if I am in a different realm. We will have dreams, get signs and feel each others presence, no matter if our lifetime is with someone else or not. We will always meet before we come back and when the time is right, you and I will reunite on Earth and there will be no going back.”

La Ara looked away… she did not want to show him her tears.

“My love – my fair and royal queen, don’t you ever turn away from me when the tears wet your lovely cheeks. The sparkle in your eyes has never been more beautiful as in this pure moment of sadness. But I am so excited to help Gaia and be part of her children. We are meant to create something unique and special – and after many incarnations, we will unite again and finish what we have started, as one.”

He pulled her close one more time. The eternal embrace, that both would always feel when they closed their eyes, surrounded both with love and the knowing that they would never be alone. Then he vanished and La Ara was left behind, knowing she would soon follow him to Earth and search for him until he appeared after many, many lifetimes on earth as well as on many other planets.

“I am and will forever be yours, Darius!”, she whispered, moving to the rhythm of her stars laughter. Then La Ara, Goddess of the starwinds, closed her eyes and vanished into air. A long second passed by and when she opened her eyes…

 

La Ara

What if the world depended on you?

Yes YOU!

It is true!
The more beautiful energy you bring into this world, the more you can transform it into beauty.

Every thought of fear within you hurts the collective and most of all – YOURSELF!

What if you are GOD/DESS???
If you truly knew that?
What would you do differently?

Because YOU ARE!

The divine energy is simply dorment within you.

But with this power there is a huge responsability… remember – every thought that goes into the negative direction, will influence your life – of course every positive one does as well (and ten times more…)  but this is not a battle of good or bad – this is about how you live within.

Is your glass half empty or half full?
Have you already seen the best or is it still in front of you?

As a child, what did you believe in?
What did you want to do?
Did you feel called to help the world?

It’s in our nature to want to help the world become a better place – not to destroy it.
We only want to destroy things or take them away from others, if we feel there is lack within us – if we want more. Children who have been taught by society, have that feeling of lack already within them. We destroy and/or take things away from others.
The people who feel lack want to destroy that which others have “more”in their minds.

Now we are distracted with proving ourselves, making money to show people: I am contributing to society – but are we?

Something within us makes us unhappy, we don’t feel whole. So we are looking for “the other half” instead of going deep within, finding the wound and THEN when we are whole and able to love and give again, BEING (not finding) with another person who is whole in him/herself.

What does your divine being within you say?

The fact is, you can only feel whole, if you feel happy, joyful. The laws of attraction will give us what we FEEL – not what we think.

If we don’t feel happiness – feeling lack of things – we will get lack, not happiness.

Be in tune with the universe – be in tune with yourself.

Warm up to the thought that you are ALL God/dess – with that there is no one higher or lower – we are all equals AND we will no longer be able to make others responsible for how we feel! It is only up to you!

Remember this!

I love you, God/dess!

La Ara

Relationships

When you’re in a relationship, it’s just about the two of you.

Starting something new means the past is over, done. There are lessons from the past and possible pain from the past, but the person you are with now has nothing to do with the past itself.

S/he is your future, so make sure you have an open heart and don’t think you pull a person into your life with the same patterns.

Let go before you step into a future with this person.

Learn to trust this new feeling you have now. We are not here to repeat our personal history. It’s simply a story you lived through.

Remember this:

Every day is new and magical.

So allow yourself to let this magnificent feeling of butterflies fluttering through your body and soul, in.

Rise and shine to this new adventure called feeling of bliss, loving and being loved in return.

If you don’t think you are lovable, how do you think can others love you?!? And if someone else loves you, do you believe it? Or are you looking for reasons why a person simply can not love you?!?
‘I am not good enough, not pretty enough, too intense, too deep’, whatever excuse you will look for… are all excuses because you don’t love and believe in yourself enough…

Allow yourself the chance to completely rise in love with your love and your selflove!

La Ara

 

Live as though you know…

There are those who know.

They walk around as though they know- think, smile and talk as if they know and live as if they know.

They have stopped to ask themselves the ‘hows’ and ‘whys’ in life, because they know…

They know they deserve nothing less than to know.

Why? Because they decided to know.
They decided: I deserve this and nothing less than the best in my life.

And you know what?
In the end everything turns out the way they knew it would… because their trust and inner knowing became so powerful.

No matter what.. don’t ‘believe’ or ‘think’ it KNOW.
Live AS IF.

Release your doubts and know that the world is here to fulfill your truest, most inner heartfelt desires.

Test it if you must… Give it a week, a month, a year. Buy truly, TRULY KNOW it! And let the world transform into your inner vision, right in front of your eyes!

For when you know, the doubt is gone.
The fear moved on and you are stepping into your vortex.

And you know what?

The world comes to those… who know.
With their heart and soul.

If your vibration is that of one who is in ecstasy, in joy, in love AND bliss, you will give all of yourself to your highest vision.

And that’s what we need.

The world needs more of those ‘who know’.

La Ara

Infinite Happiness

We are afraid that our happiness ends one day.
We think we can only take so much.

Who SAYS that?
Everyone else?
Are you eveyone else?

We BELIEVE that we must fall when we climb a mountain – again this is something we LEARN.

YOU have never lived before – not in this form anyway.
What if you can live in a constant state of ecstacy (without drugs, alcohol or any other artificial help) by choosing so?

Think about it…

Allow yourself to be happy.
Allow yourself to dream!

We are filled with fear, looking at all the responsabilities.
Thinking:

“something terrible will happen, if I allow myself to be infinetely happy!”

So we can not be in a constant state of amazement, but in a constant state of anger, sadness, numbness? How does that make sense???

We are being pulled into fear and hate right now.
And isn’t it exhausting?????

Can you feel your heart raise every time you hear the news, people talking about possible war and threats, death???

But it’s the mass consciousness. They try to scare you. WHY?
Because that is how the “public” gets you to live in the reptilian. How you become an “animal” instead of a human being…
And you constantly fight against an invisible enemy… no one is really here to fight against, it’s all in your brain – and your brain makes you believe it’s real!!!!!

BUT THIS IS NOT REALLY YOU!!! YOU ARE PEACEful and kind… a beautiful, being filled with laughter, with love. Doesn’t it relax you to actually read this?!?
But that does not serve the public. It does not serve “them”. So…
Let THEM go:

Learn to filter and to discern whether what you are going through is you – or someone/something else.

And if it is you, remember who and where you got it from.
We are being taught to live in fear. Every day of our lives. If not through parents then through movies, news, radio, magazines, in other words: through the public.

Let it go.
Right here and now, close your eyes and breath.
One more time.
Breath deeply.
Think about something beautiful, something or someone that makes you happy.

Be aware of this – breath in joy, breath out anger or sadness.

Do this a few times, conscously.

COME ON! If you have time to breath, you can consciously breath happiness into your heart, too!!!

And then when you breath out – let everything go that bothers you.

Right here in this moment – is peace, is love, is YOU!
Right here you can smile. Be happy.
Be blanc. Be tabula rasa, a wall that is unwritten. Think hakuna matata: you gotta put the past behind you.

And now…

Have a beautiful day, and allow yourself to be ecstatic!

 

La Ara

From an empty vessel to a beaming Goddess

A year ago when i arrived in New York, I felt like an empty vessel.
All I wanted to do was being liked by others. I didn’t even realize what an impact I had on other people, how much I hurt them or attracted others to me because they saw me as easy-to-control. ‘Oh, she is new to this place, I will protect her’. (Please? I am getting along better in New York than some who have lived here forever.)
My walls were so high that I often blanked out and for the past 12 years I lost myself so much, that I didn’t even feel myself.
I remember my Ma and me at singing lessons.

She said: hold your hands up high and feel your hands tingle.
I hardly ever did.

 

It’s amazing what a ‘normal’ life you can have as a puppet ~ a robot.
Empty eyes, sadness, and this urge to finally wake up, live your own life…

When I was a young girl, I had the most beautiful life someone could ever imagine. My dad might have not always been there, being on tour as a conductor, but oh, I had two wonderful parents, who truly and deeply loved me… not to mention they still love me – to the moon and back – as this wonderful saying goes… 😉

 

 

And eventhough my parents aren’t together anymore, their love for me is what will always keep us together, as a team.

But these thoughts of emptiness and sadness are often not even your thoughts – these are thoughts of the mass consciousness.

You are controlled by something else, a higher authority. Your thoughts, your brain only spit out things that you have been told by others.

Thoughts are always there, like the many radio channels we can listen to any second of the day… – the question is, what do you tune in to…?

Going through a lot of trauma of losing many people and going through a depression and the desire of everybody loving me, I started to live my life in a very passive way. Back then half of my life was watching tv. Instead of having real experiences. I lived through others’ eyes. Through Tv, books and my friends’ stories. I lived as the girl-next-door or even as my own supporting role.

I don’t regret it. This has definitely been an interesting journey. And I learned a lot just by listening to other peoples’ experiences.

But I’ve awakened now. I embrace my former self and kiss it goodbye, say hello to the strong, most beautiful version of myself ~ the strong entertainer, healer, goddess who is meant for something great here on earth ~ for my life is just beginning now and I won’t let my mind dictate what my heart knows is going to be.

 

La Ara