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I don’t want to change the world…

…for when I tune into it, from where I am, the world is beautiful.

I don’t want to change the world, I want to add to its beauty with poetry, music, pictures, words – with a smile to a stranger and support to my loved ones that are going through a hard time.

I don’t want to change the world, for when I say that, it would mean that the world is imperfect – but it is perfect in all its imperfections.

It’s not outside of us, it’s inside that needs the change – if we feel that the world is scary and brutal, that there are people who are out to get you – what does that say about our inner visions we have?

In my vortex the world is filled with beautiful people – people who love and dance on the street for no reason (as I do). People who smile back at you, grateful that you acknowledge them and their hearts.

I don’t watch television, I hardly hear anything about illnesses or negative propagandas – I am in a peaceful mind and only see peace – and this is not a mantra, this is how I live… you can, too!

We are over 7 Billion people here and now – and as many people as we are, we have vortexes that are filled with the experiences of all of them. But none of them have to be of interest to you…

…Because all you need to be alert about is what you feel, where you are, how you respond to others.

Are you the one filled with peacefulness or if you add to fear and stress to the collective consciousness…

Are you awake or are you a walking zombie that only does what the “world out there” wants you to do?

Native Americans say the world is Maya – is illusion… well if it is an illusion, make sure that it is an incredibly beautiful one – and you have added to the amazingness of Gaia.

La Ara

Be the Fire

You don’t just turn into a phoenix once in a lifetime… You will become a phoenix again and again until you no longer break down and cry because of pain that others caused you (and you yourself because you let it happen).

One day you don’t walk through fire anymore because you ARE the fire and the rising phoenix has become a part of your soul.

 

phoenixlike

The American Dream?

The moment comes when you realize
You’ve walked through pain, believed the lies.

And you did it with sincerity –
You trusted wrong security.

Your life seemed great, you did what they said –
You understood you’d soon be dead.

So you had to make things right –
You listened, never questioned, you followed with pride.

The “American Dream” – the american life –
But what if someone pulled out a knife –

And killed you in this moment, now –
Would you say you truly lived somehow?

Would the people you know say you truly lived?
That you saw this life as a gift?

Or would they say, you lived a lie –
You hardly took the time to say “hi”?!

What would leave behind?
Were you numb – or were you kind?

How many people have you touched –
Were you able to inspired much?

Are you who you want to be –
Are you able to set your spirit free?

Or are you stuck inside your mind
Living for the future, to the present blind?

So with these questions asked –
And knowing that life may not last –

What are you going to do today?
Will you live life in your own, unique way?
La Ara

Uncover

I want you to uncover me.
To peel my layers of.
What is inside is just for you to see,
You’ll find a new me to love.

I’ll share with you my insecurities,
I’ll hide from you no more.
Continue the search, dive into the depth of me,
You’ll never feel forlorn.

Cause I will find you within my forbidden walls,
Where only I was traveling far and wide.
You can hear that inner call,
When I looked for a true man by my side.

Now you are here and I feel fear,
But I’ll no longer give in to it.
I was afraid you’d disappear,
Once we would be intimit.

But you proved me wrong,
The rose has lost her thorns.
It’s why I sing this song,
To show I’m no longer torn.

You’ve shown me now that I can trust,
And love with all my heart.
The past is gone, it turned to dust,
Our future is the start.

So come now and let me uncover
The layers, wrapped around your soul.
We’ve made it this far with each other,
It’s time to lose control.

La Ara

Suddenly

And suddenly it clicks – and you know.

You just do.

You know you are unique, you are divine and special and no one in this world will ever be able to take this feeling of selflove and self-appreciation away from you…

You stand there, in the middle of the street – with this overwhelming sensation – and the world changes around you.
That what you questioned ever since you were a teenager (basically yourself) crystalizes into knowing.

Your eargerness turns into a flowing energy of inner peace and the sensation that you are guided and always on the right path.
You can breath again – and this one breath of clarity feels like it’s the first breath you have ever taken… and in a way that’s just what happened:

Because… you breath as a new person. An aware person. A person who shifted from an agelong seeker to someone who found himself.

You know that, since you are different, there is no need to compete – no need to seek, to compare, to doubt.

No one has ever walked your path – so there is no hurry to get somewhere – where are you going – you are walking the path your inner being has chosen for you… so you will always be on the right track.

Realize that as long as you are aware of your true nature, you will always be intuitively guide. Walk in the knowing that everything is divinely planned, put your unique vibrations consciously into this world, enjoy everything moment that is given to you – and you will go beyond greateness while achieving your wildest dreams!

 

La Ara

 

(picture taken by me at Ricketts Glen State Park in Pennsylvania)

 

Phoenix – rise from the ashes…

There are times when we feel empty and cold, lost and alone – and it seems that any extra step we take could make us stumble and fall.
Numb, hardly able to breath or speak, we pull away; away from our loved ones, our dreams, from life itself.

What is there to fight for or surrender to?

These are the times right before our transformation where deepest darkness surrounds us.

The dark night of the soul.

We dive into our own darkness in order to find the source of light within.

In order to find back to our authentic selves, we have to die first.

It’s often the last step before our dreams come true.

We need to lose ourselves in order to find back to our true essence.

The essence of love and everlasting power of our souls.

But the process of dying is a painful one.
Not knowing where to go or who to turn to – until we realize there is no one to turn to other than our true selves.

Allow yourself to fall, to cry, to surrender. Allow yourself to lose control.
Control of ego is an illusion…
Shake off the demons that whisper that you are a failure into your ear and allow yourself to see your light again.

Take your power back.
Ignite your energy and burn your doubts away.

And you will rise like a phoenix from the ashes – and become your authentic self again, filled with self-sove and appreciation for life.

Glow and set your soul on fire!

It is a wild journey into the deepest fears within. But if I was able to get out of this, so can you!

La Ara

The Promise

And they danced in the cosmos, so close that they felt each others heartbeat… surrounded by the light and the laughter of the stars Touching each other more with their soul than with their body because, being from other planets, they were hardly physical.

“Don’t forget me!”, he whispered, holding her so close that they felt as if they were one. “Remember to wake me up, when you remember who we are, with the kiss of uncondititional, eternal love.”

She knew the moment of goodbye was soon to come. “Don’t leave me!”, she felt a heaviness she never felt before – in Sirius there is no such thing as heaviness – but Earth had already started to make its presence felt and she heard the call of adventure, as did Darius.

Darius looked into her eyes: “I will never leave you! No matter how long it takes for the two of us to find back to our union, I will FIND you! But you will have to be strong and remember…. remember this moment, this promise we are giving each other now.”

“Time goes by so quickly!”, La Ara sighed. “We only have this last dance before we disappear and I just became your royal wife. How can life be so cruel to separate us again?”

“We will always feel each other, no matter how far apart – and if I exist within Earths dimension when you are there or if I am in a different realm. We will have dreams, get signs and feel each others presence, no matter if our lifetime is with someone else or not. We will always meet before we come back and when the time is right, you and I will reunite on Earth and there will be no going back.”

La Ara looked away… she did not want to show him her tears.

“My love – my fair and royal queen, don’t you ever turn away from me when the tears wet your lovely cheeks. The sparkle in your eyes has never been more beautiful as in this pure moment of sadness. But I am so excited to help Gaia and be part of her children. We are meant to create something unique and special – and after many incarnations, we will unite again and finish what we have started, as one.”

He pulled her close one more time. The eternal embrace, that both would always feel when they closed their eyes, surrounded both with love and the knowing that they would never be alone. Then he vanished and La Ara was left behind, knowing she would soon follow him to Earth and search for him until he appeared after many, many lifetimes on earth as well as on many other planets.

“I am and will forever be yours, Darius!”, she whispered, moving to the rhythm of her stars laughter. Then La Ara, Goddess of the starwinds, closed her eyes and vanished into air. A long second passed by and when she opened her eyes…

 

La Ara