Category Archives: Twinflames

Every Day is a Holiday with you

I don’t need thanksgiving to remind me of how thankful I am.

Every morning I wake up to the most amazing, talented and inspirational man I have ever met and I am so grateful for that.

Tim, we have spent the last three Thanksgivings together and all of them were perfect.

The first one was making our own little turkey, the second was by almost moving out in order to move into our new home and this one was playing and having fun with Pokémon let’s go ☺️.

I don’t need holidays with you because every day with you is like a holiday for me…

I am thankful…

…for you putting up with me every day.

We have spent almost every minute together since we started our travels with our trailer and that is almost a year ago.

Being able to be in a 33 feet trailer and not going crazy around each other shows me how much you love me.

When I have my moments, you stay “Zen times Ten” and that alone is something very special!

I know you are the one I can turn to, whenever I need someone who listens to me.

You know what to say or how to hold me if I just need a hug.

If we have arguments, we get over them fast.

Even after 1.5 years of being together, we always find something more to talk about.

You inspire me to be all that I want to be and you take me as I am, you see me as who I really am and not as what my ego is trying to express.

This journey is the most beautiful and exciting journey of my life… the journey with you, wherever it takes us.

Sharing our music with the world has become our purpose.

You are so wise and know how to use words and weave them into music and you help me express myself better, too.

You are beautiful in every way, soul, body and mind. And complement who I am in every way.

You make me laugh.

Giggling with you in bed and not being able to stop is one of my favorite moments with you and I can never have enough of these moments.

I don’t need Thanksgiving in order to remind me of how grateful i am.

Because I am thankful waking up next to you every morning, making us coffee and enjoying whatever life brings up next!

Thank you for being the most amazing partner I could ask for!

La Ara

Uncover Me

I want you to uncover me.
To peel my layers of.
What is inside is just for you to see,
You’ll find a new me to love.

I’ll share with you my insecurities,
I’ll hide from you no more.
Continue the search, dive into the depth of me,
You’ll never feel forlorn.

Cause I will find you within my forbidden walls,
Where so far only I was traveling far and wide.
You could hear that inner call,
When I looked for a true man by my side.

Now you are here and I feel fear,
But I’ll no longer give in to it.
I was afraid you’d disappear,
Once we would be intimate.

But you proved me wrong,
The rose has lost her thorns.
It’s why I sing this song,
To show I’m no longer torn.

You’ve shown me now that I can trust,
And love with all my heart.
The past is gone, it turned to dust,
Our future is the start.

So come now and let me uncover
The layers, wrapped around your soul.
We’ve made it this far with each other,
It’s time to lose control.

 

La Ara

(picture taken by my partner Timothy James of “From the Aether”)

Poem to my beloved

My beloved,
I found back to myself again.

To the dreamer, the intuitive heart,
The healer, the wise and ancient soul I always was, but forgot about.
I hid and closed all doors.

I wore a mask out of fear that no one could love me if I was to show my true colors…
but when i did this, i shut you out, too.

You could only try to understand me while standing in front of closed doors, knocking, screaming, asking me to let you in.
Maybe not consciously but your soul did this day and night.

I heard your call but
Caught within my fear, not wanting to face myself, how was I able to be there for you.

And now the time has come to fly into eternal possibility.
You and I, forever free.

La Ara

Love will come to you…

…when the time is right. True love.

It took me many years of learning, dreaming, self work and even when Tim came into my life it took another 1.5 years when we finally truly committed, knowing that we wanted a life together.

I can tell you that even if not every day is without misunderstandings, every day gets better.

It was a long time coming but the time did come. And I do believe that there is the perfect person for each of us out there.

Nevertheless, we have to stop desiring that the person has to be perfect. S/he should be allowed to be imperfect. Have flaws, make you scream at times.
If we want the other person to accept us as who we are, we gotta give the other person the chance to be her/himself without the desire to change him/her.

Appreciate those little imperfections. It’s those that you would miss most, those that make the person special.

You don’t want to have a robot and you don’t want to have a person who is only strong and flawless. Wouldn’t that be kind of boring?

Don’t you want to discover each other? Talk about the past, get to know each other and have days where one of you is weak and needs comfort?

True love accepts the past without bringing the past into the present or future.

It’s true understanding of the other person that will bring you as close as two people can be.

Don’t listen to friends or family when it comes to matters of the heart. Let them be there for you when you need to talk and let them show you their perspective, but in the end it’s only about what your heart truly feels.

Not your ego or your mind, your heart.

Your intuition will guide you when you are on the right path.
Love will come to you when the time is right.

So give it a chance when it knocks on the fortress of your heart and let it in.

Whoever sees something special in you is worth exploring.

You will see that this journey never ends.
But it starts with you. And you alone!

 

La Ara

The Fall

She screamed with no voice. Unheard but heard deeper by the universe than any scream-out-of-her-voice could have provoked.

Why was he unable to hear her, to see her, to find her, when all that was there was this infinite love within both of them.

But what other chance did she have than to simply let (herself) go and fall into the thorns of the woods, against every bone in her body that told her it would only hurt… she would be bruised and might even die from the fall.

She was lying on the ground of the tower and wasn’t able to speak…
But she was alive. She felt every muscle crying out in pain, but the love within her heart kept her from fainting. There was not much time left. If her mother found her here, she would die anyway.

In a dark world, filled with hate and jealousy – two hearts were brought together – she would not give up just because someone destroyed the only access he had to come to her. As long as her heart would beat, it would call out for him and the pain of being apart from him was stronger than the pain within her body.

Slowly she picked herself up and stumbled into the forest, to find the man who had been seeking for her all of his life.

Rapunzel ran through the woods, wounded from the fall she went through when she escaped the tower, but she did it, to see her prince again. She didn’t give up because she knew that a world without true love wasn’t worth living for.

 

La Ara

 

being of woods