With every day that passes by,
I am less drawn to the questions why –
Why we never had a chance,
Why you weren’t ready to dance.
And then I realize this dream,
Was one that only I had seen –
You weren’t ready to perceive –
That what I would always believe.
For if I try to change for you,
You’ll never see the me that’s true –
I dimmed my light –
And lost my inner fight.
I have let go –
You’re not the person I thought I’d know.
Within my world you’ve gotten smaller,
My light inside has gotten taller.
I am grateful for what you taught me,
Those heavy lessons about my destiny –
The universe has other plans –
And I will now take every chance.
I freed my soul from expectations –
Of me and you and my creations.
My heart is ready to believe –
That I am here now to receive:
A love that fulfills my wildest fantasy –
All I gotta do is let him come to me.
So that soon enough and with a beautiful balance,
My king and I will have a chance,
When in a waltz we will dance,
In passionate eternal romance,
And together embrace –
A new and beautiful phase.
I forget the world around me.
I feel your presence, your essence, your soul…
and everything else, every negative thought or doubt,
every distraction around me is gone.
In the moment of silence when I just look at you or feel the touch of your hand on mine, the world stands still.
There is no place where I would rather be.
When I lay in your arms,
I find back to myself again…
what greater gift can you make me than this?
Real happiness lies within ourselves ~
and if someone shows you love,
inner peace and freedom simply through his presence,
enjoy these moments because they are precious,
as is the person you are with!
No ego ~ pure unconditional love
and respect for your divine being.
Could I ever ask for more?
When I am with you,
every second is precious,
every moment I am close to you is endless and beautiful.
Oh how I want to look into your eyes,
taste your kisses
and feel the warmth of your smile on my skin.
We never know what happens
in the next hour, second, moment –
I don’t take it for granted when I am with you.
Let us embrace each other with love
and forget time –
indulging in every timeless moment.
When you deeply love someone from the core of your heart,
you feel him, his thoughts, his pain, his longing,
your vibrations become one.
It has nothing to do with a physical act and connection –
but everything to do with the (brain of the) heart.
You shiver when he says your name,
even if it’s not next to you, not out loud – but only in his mind.
The universe throws signs at you,
sings you maybe don’t even want to see
because you are scared of something so intimate,
something, you have never felt before.
You are in shock, realizing that this is real –
and you don’t speak, just look around,
just observe how he is doing,
making sure that your angel wings grow
and you can stand there, next to him,
behind him, as his angel,
to protect him from any harm in this world.
This love surprises you.
It makes you feel vulnerable and naked.
Love changes you – however:
even if there are moments of disbelief,
moments of doubt –
having felt this love once in your life,
will change you completely
and you will never go back to your old self,
but start a new, one that knows what true love is
and who embraces it
with every fibre of her body, mind and soul.