Category Archives: Spiritual Awakening

Live as though you know…

There are those who know.

They walk around as though they know- think, smile and talk as if they know and live as if they know.

They have stopped to ask themselves the ‘hows’ and ‘whys’ in life, because they know…

They know they deserve nothing less than to know.

Why? Because they decided to know.
They decided: I deserve this and nothing less than the best in my life.

And you know what?
In the end everything turns out the way they knew it would… because their trust and inner knowing became so powerful.

No matter what.. don’t ‘believe’ or ‘think’ it KNOW.
Live AS IF.

Release your doubts and know that the world is here to fulfill your truest, most inner heartfelt desires.

Test it if you must… Give it a week, a month, a year. Buy truly, TRULY KNOW it! And let the world transform into your inner vision, right in front of your eyes!

For when you know, the doubt is gone.
The fear moved on and you are stepping into your vortex.

And you know what?

The world comes to those… who know.
With their heart and soul.

If your vibration is that of one who is in ecstasy, in joy, in love AND bliss, you will give all of yourself to your highest vision.

And that’s what we need.

The world needs more of those ‘who know’.

La Ara

Love is the Answer

What people often don’t understand is that a relationship is not the end – it’s a start, a beginning of something entirely NEW – especially at this age and time.

I am not talking about affaires or little sexual adventures I am talking about a commitment of two souls, the two higher selves,  the calling, the feeling of love that is filled with abundance.

When you are with the wo/man you love, you can move mountains. Miracles happen. And success in on its way. Four eyes see more than two – especially the inner eyes.

No one has to be alone and no one is meant to be alone.

It’s two + 1 – the two souls that unite and the Spirit/the magic within that makes things come together, that makes things happen.

Patterns and fearful structures of when and where – how old you must be to be married or in a relationship – that’s what keeps us apart from the true joy we can feel when we are connected to the soul that is meant to be in our lives.

Who cares where we are financially or securely…
We think: when I am financially/emotionally secure, then I am ready.

But are we? Are we ever really ready? Won’t there be something we could always do better, prepare for before we do the big steps in our lives?

It takes bravery, it takes:
knowing who you are and what your calling is.

What if your life begins the moment you say YES to the other person?
What if the world is waiting for the two pillars to burst into oneness to make success happen?

You can always fight alone – but is this going to help you?
What if you need someone to stand with you, as a mirror, a reflection, your other you – the person that gets you into your heart and out of your head?!?

It’s good to have someone we can talk to – talk about our fears, worries and someone who cheers us up.
Someone we can lean on, in times of pain or stress and someone to share your deepest joys and success with…
Someone who helps us SNAP out of our “drama” in times.

The person who may not be exactly you, but who feels you, who knows you (not intellecutally but your soul).

We are here to make a change – but not alone.

If we get too busy and don’t listen within, we can go on like this for years. But then we look back and we haven’t built a foundation of trust, of love, commitment with someone and we may end up alone in a time when we are too used to being alone as to be able to share our abundance.

Love is always the answer… no matter what.
Listen to your heart and follow your intuition when you are guided to someone who touches your soul.

If love is your foundation, you will grow stronger every day – and the adventure of life can begin.

La Ara

What an indigo child or empath would say to “grownups”

“Don’t lie to me.
Don’t tell me you are fine when you are about to cry…
Don’t smile at me with your clown -like smile when you are filled with anger and pain.

I am an empath, I feel your lies. The worst ones are the ones when you lie to yourself…
I feel your pain and the tears you never cried because you never knew how to show them.

When I walk into a room filled with people, I feel so many emotions coming towards me that I can no longer discern if they are mine or come from others around me.

Be gentle with my soul.
I haven’t learned to filter yet.
In a world that is filled with distractions, radiations and billions of thoughts, I have learned to shut down, so I could function in a world where superficial life is top priority.
But I have paid the price with emptiness.

Let me find my own voice again by seeing you do the same.

You confuse me with daily masks, daily lies and smiles that are not truthful, rather a weapon to show the world that you are OK.

But OK is not what life is about… I want you to be real, true, honest.
If I did a mistake in your eyes, tell me, don’t swallow and burst another time when I thought you are alright with me… I may have gotten used to your lies and think you didn’t know any better.

So please don’t smile at me when your inside world is filled with tears…”


I am an empath and a grownup indigo child myself… but I have learned to be focused and at the same time be open to receive any message that is important for me – or someone else. So I talk from my own experience and memories.

As for whoever reads this:

If you have a young child in your midst, or know of a young adult/teenager who is very sensitive, don’t put it into the category of autism, asperger or unsocial… this world easily likes to put people into categories, when in truth we are all different and can’t be compared!!!

Young people have it very hard because there is too much polution going on (and I don’t mean us polluting nature, it’s more of the pollution of the mind)

Think 1000 times, before you give any child/grown up medicine – it destroys the specialness around this person and makes it feel numb and cold in a world that should be filled with love…

 

La Ara

To My King

When I wish upon a star at night,
I wish for you to hold me tight.
For your embrace, your hands holding mine,
We look at each other with love divine.

In silence your lips speak,
While mine they seek.
Your sighs they show,
What we both know…

That you are mine
As I am thine…
I hold my breath while I feel your hands…
Within me, around me, you put me in trance.

I talk to you when you silence your mind,
And you feel it is me, cause when you seek, you find…
And your soul has searched for me,
Knowing about our destiny…

We are ever so close, ever so real,
It’s you, who knows and me you feel.
The queen of your heart – it’s she who calls –
To you through love, in dreams, now break down your walls.

Lift your wings, you are ready to fly…
You once were a scorpion now its time to touch the sky…
To transform into the eagle now,
The one who is almighty – the one to whom I bow…

I am your angel who helps you to the light,
When darkness wraps itself around you tight.
But I’m not afraid to show you delight,
I follow my heart, for you I will fight.

You are a knight and a king at the same time…
Protecting your land, but seeing the divine.
With me you found your holy grail…
With your queen by your side, you can not fail.

Now come and conquer your sacred queen,
She will open your eyes to things you’ve never seen.
We walk the path of the new dawn,
Hand in hand we will walk on.

Enjoying each others company,
While setting our own hearts free.
I feel you with me every day,
And all I want is for you to stay…

Your power and my softness, your softness and my power,
Are sweet companions hour after hour.
Music surrounds us everywhere,
While we stand together, while we truly care.

The shiver I got when you called me your queen,
Caused a moment of clarity, and it made me feel serene.
I wanted to cry and felt so strong,
Knowing in my king’s arms I belong…

You may just overfly my poetry,
Yet every word in it has a meaning to me.
Awake, my Beloved, for you are strong, you are on fire…
When you’re with me our love gets us higher and I give in to your every desire…

To be your guide, your muse, your queen –
To reveal to you things that were once unseen.
Never believe, life could get boring with me in it,
It’s filled with adventure – when we unite it’s the opposite.

No day will be like the other,
We’ll have and cherish one another –
In many ways, remembering the spark,
When we became each others light in the dark.

The time has come to step into your power,
You will grow stronger from hour to hour –
And with each breath become aware,
That the force within you was always there.

We are magical together and if we dare,
We can share fragrancies of love, floating in the air.
This way we inspire others to share love and devotion,
With one another, and infinite facets of emotion.

La Ara

Infinite Happiness

We are afraid that our happiness ends one day.
We think we can only take so much.

Who SAYS that?
Everyone else?
Are you eveyone else?

We BELIEVE that we must fall when we climb a mountain – again this is something we LEARN.

YOU have never lived before – not in this form anyway.
What if you can live in a constant state of ecstacy (without drugs, alcohol or any other artificial help) by choosing so?

Think about it…

Allow yourself to be happy.
Allow yourself to dream!

We are filled with fear, looking at all the responsabilities.
Thinking:

“something terrible will happen, if I allow myself to be infinetely happy!”

So we can not be in a constant state of amazement, but in a constant state of anger, sadness, numbness? How does that make sense???

We are being pulled into fear and hate right now.
And isn’t it exhausting?????

Can you feel your heart raise every time you hear the news, people talking about possible war and threats, death???

But it’s the mass consciousness. They try to scare you. WHY?
Because that is how the “public” gets you to live in the reptilian. How you become an “animal” instead of a human being…
And you constantly fight against an invisible enemy… no one is really here to fight against, it’s all in your brain – and your brain makes you believe it’s real!!!!!

BUT THIS IS NOT REALLY YOU!!! YOU ARE PEACEful and kind… a beautiful, being filled with laughter, with love. Doesn’t it relax you to actually read this?!?
But that does not serve the public. It does not serve “them”. So…
Let THEM go:

Learn to filter and to discern whether what you are going through is you – or someone/something else.

And if it is you, remember who and where you got it from.
We are being taught to live in fear. Every day of our lives. If not through parents then through movies, news, radio, magazines, in other words: through the public.

Let it go.
Right here and now, close your eyes and breath.
One more time.
Breath deeply.
Think about something beautiful, something or someone that makes you happy.

Be aware of this – breath in joy, breath out anger or sadness.

Do this a few times, conscously.

COME ON! If you have time to breath, you can consciously breath happiness into your heart, too!!!

And then when you breath out – let everything go that bothers you.

Right here in this moment – is peace, is love, is YOU!
Right here you can smile. Be happy.
Be blanc. Be tabula rasa, a wall that is unwritten. Think hakuna matata: you gotta put the past behind you.

And now…

Have a beautiful day, and allow yourself to be ecstatic!

 

La Ara

The Goddess – and mens’ fear of strong women…

I used to look at the women, the main characters in movies, shows and books, the ones that got to be with the men they loved – at least at the end.

I always wondered what it was that made them a queen, a star, a beautiful, fully present divine feminine goddess!

I spent many years of research on the divine masculine and the men who are not stepping into their power – who may want to but in the end don’t do the work which leads to fear of “strong women” (my finale in psychology was “Mens’ fear of strong women”, including a book that was written by a german (male) psychotherapist with the same title).

One of the most important and powerful messages I found – and this goes out to men and women – is:

DON’T YOU DARE COMPARE YOURSELF WITH ANYONE ELSE.
The main character tries to fit in and follow rules, but only when s/he has learned that s/he has accept her/his uniqueness, will s/he be magnificent and the other person will want to be with her/him – before that, drama happens – anger, pain, inner and outer conflicts…

Now back to the fabulous females amongst us…

The goddess-queen is she

who accepts her crown and her glory.
who demands respect – not to be treated in an unrespectful way…
whose eyes glow with inner fire
who always speaks from the heart and whose heart is pure
who steps into the responsability of being herself
who walks her own path
who has no desire to compare herself to anyone else
who shines her inner light of peace into the world
who is not afraid to manifest and make the world her own
who loves her body fully – no matter what shape and form it has
who loves herself unconditionally – this is the only way to love anyone else limitless…

Men who are afraid of strong women are the ones who feel inferior – who want to rule women – live traditonally like a few hundred years ago: women are only meant to be in the kitchen and take care of kids – while men work and bring money home.
Men who are afraid of the new and who are not able to be vulnerable (which is true strength).
Those men are the ones who used to hide in churches as priests and would say that women (“witches”) seduced them and had a contract with the devil – who was a male of course and was controlling of them 😛

More will be said, but that is it for right now.

Dear Gods and Goddesses!

SHINE!

Spread the love
Be role models – don’t wait for other god/desses to wake up!

YOU are the ones who change your world within – which will lead to a world of peace!

And so it is! So ham.

La Ara
fellow-goddess and lover of this truly incredible world!!!

Lilith – divine feminine Goddess not a demon!

From what I sense of her, she is one of the most beautiful and strongest embodiments of the divine feminine. She is the one who truly accepted her pure, feminine path.
Just because she did not do as Adam said, does not mean that she was a snake, that she was evil in any form. No. She wanted to be her own wo-man and not be oppressed by man(kind).
She was the Yin to Adams Yang but he wanted her to obey, not have a soulmate by his side who was equal – he wanted someone to serve him.
So she left him and went “beyond” that which we call paradise.
She to me is stronger than Kali.
I feel her presence around me and she is the strongest feminine source there is. Eve only represents the negative form of women – negative in the form of: feeling she is nothing without Adam, then again listening to her fears inside her mind. She represents the shy, uncertain little princess that waits for her shining armor.
She was made of Adams rib, so she was destined to be his and serve him. She had no choice but to love him, whereas Lilith was free in will and if she would have decided to stay with Adam, out of her own choice, we could have called it true love and a soulmate relationship.
Lilith represents the queen. Strong, beautiful, following nothing but her heart and in no way will she let a man rule her life. She is her own and no one can ever demand her what to do.
Men are afraid of her because they can not manipulate her. Only a strong man who truly knows his place in the world will be able to be her PARTNER, her king, the warrior beside the warrior.
Yin and Yang – Lilith and Adam.
Eve is the old picture of women in the past centuries. Sweet, kind, nice, polite, boring, mothers to the children of men, the women in the kitchen, cooking for their beloveds.
I am not putting women who are like this down in any way, if this is the calling for some – I was one of them myself for the longest time, accept for the cooking 😉
It is all a question of choice but in no way are any of them to talk down, they represent two different sides of the femine path, that is all.
A woman like Eve is taught by her father that a girl must do what her man wants her to do. She will teach her children what she learned from her parents. She would even allow her husband to lay a hand on her and defend him in front of her friends who worry about her – her reply would always be: “He didn’t mean to hurt me. He loves me and – I love him”.
The world has changed. It is time for women to stand up and be in their power and transform to the divine feminine.
This is not about demons, Lilith is not one of them, this is about fear. Fear of change, of transformation. Fear of someone who is different – a gypsy, a wicca, simply her own without listening to what others say. Lilith simply did what an Empress /a queen / a goddess should be doing. And for that she was expelled – or let herself out of “paradise”.
But to live with a man who does not see her as equal – is that truly PARADISE?
Are you going to let the masculine forces rule your life – or will you rule your own life?
Is it paradise, to be in a place where you serve and are a slave to what others want you to do?
If that is paradise for you, wonderful. It’s not to me and never will be.
I’d rather choose to be Lilith every day than Eve once in my life.
I know who I am and what I stand for and it’s time for change in a world still ruled by men.
Lilith is a role model as to how.
DARE to be DIFFERENT! Dare to change and follow your own rules! Live a life filled with awe and wonder and don’t let others tell you how the world works, experience it for yourself.
Be curious, go out there and shine your light.
Love yourself – so much that you need no one else to love you, because that’s when your indepence starts and you can then give love to others without the feeling of needing to feel the love come from others.
You are loved by all-that-is.
La Ara