We allowed our consciousness to be filled with fog as we grew up… – as babies we knew everything but by going through so-called “bad” exeriences, we continued to deny what we knew and fell into a sleep of not-knowing.

Lifetimes after lifetimes, but also year after year within one life.

Until books and people crossed our paths and opened our eyes – reminded us who we truly are, reveiled our destiny.

We learned that life is not about surviving, not just about eating, drinking, working, sleeping.

We started to understand our light and shine it into our worlds by discovering our uniqueness…

Yet forces from the outside world wanted to dance with our ego-of-fear and denied us any moment of inner knowing, of deep understanding within… by sending us to school in which we learned a lot of stuff we didn’t need later on. By giving us the feeling that in order of having a good job, we’d need great education – THEIR education – becoming their working-zombies…

The more we lived on earth, the more we believed that earth became dangerous, that we were powerless – that everyone and everything was turning against us – and filled with fear – of losing ourselves and with ourselves the world – we hid behind so-called rules of the outside world, we built walls around our hearts...

We stopped feeling what’s going on within us and numbed ourselves down with distractions from the outside world.

We played computer games, watched tv, drank alcohol, took drugs and lost ourselves by distracting ourselves with others – i.e. one night stands – do you even know how important your body is, your temple, your beautiful vessel and that you should only share it with another person if that person is good for you, shares inner visions with you, if you can enrich yourselves with each other, if your love towards each other is real? It takes a bit more than just to look into each others’ eyes, to share such sacredness as sexuality, unless you have the feeling of knowing each other from many lifetimes before… but sexuality for sport? please… don’t distract yourself with someone in order to forget yourself. You are way to sacred and important to let someone else in who doesn’t see you as a beautiful soul but as a distraction him/herself.

What happened to our dreams, the dreams we had as children, the inner knowing that we had a destiny to fulfill, the knowing as children that each and everyone of us was a prince/princess, a super hero?!?!
Mass consciousness is not easy to transform – to get out of: looking at all the horror in the movies and in books alone, we don’t really have the chance, if we don’t look within ourselves. If you study the brain and a little psychology and know about mental training, you will discover that the mind doesn’t “know” if something is happening to you in “reality” or in “illusion”.

So we’ve gone through thousands of deaths already, have suffered many endings of relationships  (without having had one relationship) and lost thousands of friends and family members just by looking into the outside world, looking at a little box in front of us that showed us how “life” works in the mind of the masses…

With all of that that’s going on “out there” we refuse to see what’s inside of us and that everything we go through is a projection of what has been within us all of the time – a projection of what we “learned” from the outside world… from “experience” or things people tell us, things we read or “see”.

Unaware of all of this, because we never learned this, we walk through life, entertain ourselves with movies and computer games and think it’s fiction, but we have undergone it every time we “saw” it, “read” it or played it.

It’s our choice to “see” that and to change the way we perceive reality…

We – the mass – play computer games every day where there is war, killing – we only succeed if we kill to get to our goals. 
Is it surprising that people feel number inside themselve every day, teenagers get more brutal, that we all get immune towards what happens in our hearts?
This is exactly what the powers outside of us want: they want us to be scared, to scream out for “help” so they can make even more rules – and one day, if we continue to live unaware – the possability is high that we will no longer have rights and will be locked up whenever we say something “against” their rules (maybe even if we think freely).

This may all sound “frightening” to us…

Yet, there is a solution:

In order for this not to become our reality, we have to wake up to ourselves. Not to the mass propaganda but to our unique selves.

We all have the responsability to awaken, to become aware of what’s going on – not by looking outside of ourselves but by going within. By understanding that this all is real, that we attract what our unawareness brings forth.

It’s time to lift the fog inside of us – the fog that tells us that we “don’t know” anything – the feeling of being helpless, steered and controlled.

No one has the power to do something with you, if you listen to yourself. If you live responsible (towards YOURSELF). If you SELECT the things you watch (Matrix e.g. shows it all, there is much more reality to this filme than you may think), play and read instead of feeding the mass consciousness with fear inside your heart (stope reading and watching the news every day. Read about the people who made a change in this world, if you want to start with Jesus in the bible, go ahead, but there are many other terrific people out there that you can compare yourself to, if you need another superhero and don’t want to makes yourself to one right away – I said RIGHT AWAY, because You are the superhero in your story – you are the one you have been waiting for or the once you have been taught to wait for in all of the hero stories you read or heard about. It’s you, never someone else. Only YOU can change the world – don’t let others do it for you…

My title is “Responsability and Unawareness” for a reason. You have your own responability to yourself and to the world. How will you receive it? From the place of Love or of Fear? How will you tell your story? Will you be the super hero or the supporting role, supporting the one-who-will-never-come because it was always you, you have been waiting for?

Knowing all of this it’s up to you now to make the next step. Be aware of how much you walk around like a zombie, following orders of other instead of the orders of your true self, your heart.

Make a difference by not believing everything you hear from others – you don’t have to fit in – you should stick out and be the one-you-are-meant-to-be.

Spread the light of awakening, not through fear but through hope, joy, love and laughter.

you can do it – every single one of us has a destiny. Don’t react, act first. Be selective with what you do, see, say, read and with whome you surround yourself. Exchange your ideas of your inner wisdom with the outside world when you are ready. Be with like-minded people who support you in your knowing. And with the people who are caught within the mass consciousness: be the seed that spreads the truth – that there is nothing to fear, only your subconscious mind that is being steered by the mass consciousness. Step out of others’ truth that doesn’t resonate with your inner knowing – question EVERYTHING you’ve learned, especially in school.

see what is buried deep down within your subconsciousness. There are many ways of doing this, even without the help of the ouside world, just by going within. Let the answers you are seeking for come from within you. There is a saying that to every question you already have the answer.

Start by becoming aware of your day-to-day thoughts, write them down, especially when you realize that they are recurring ones; take a piece of paper and just write for a few minutes without thinking about it – read it through and you will see if you are more negative than positive. Don’t judge it, just realize it and go from there.

It’s up to you to change the world by changing yourself from within yourself.

And so it is.

Namaste