The moment comes when you realize
You’ve walked through pain, believed the lies.
And you did it with sincerity –
You trusted wrong security.
Your life seemed great, you did what they said –
You understood you’d soon be dead.
So you had to make things right –
You listened, never questioned, you followed with pride.
The “American Dream” – the american life –
But what if someone pulled out a knife –
And killed you in this moment, now –
Would you say you truly lived somehow?
Would the people you know say you truly lived?
That you saw this life as a gift?
Or would they say, you lived a lie –
You hardly took the time to say “hi”?!
What would leave behind?
Were you numb – or were you kind?
How many people have you touched –
Were you able to inspired much?
Are you who you want to be –
Are you able to set your spirit free?
Or are you stuck inside your mind
Living for the future, to the present blind?
So with these questions asked –
And knowing that life may not last –
What are you going to do today?
Will you live life in your own, unique way?
And suddenly it clicks – and you know.
You just do.
You know you are unique, you are divine and special and no one in this world will ever be able to take this feeling of selflove and self-appreciation away from you…
You stand there, in the middle of the street – with this overwhelming sensation – and the world changes around you.
That what you questioned ever since you were a teenager (basically yourself) crystalizes into knowing.
Your eargerness turns into a flowing energy of inner peace and the sensation that you are guided and always on the right path.
You can breath again – and this one breath of clarity feels like it’s the first breath you have ever taken… and in a way that’s just what happened:
Because… you breath as a new person. An aware person. A person who shifted from an agelong seeker to someone who found himself.
You know that, since you are different, there is no need to compete – no need to seek, to compare, to doubt.
No one has ever walked your path – so there is no hurry to get somewhere – where are you going – you are walking the path your inner being has chosen for you… so you will always be on the right track.
Realize that as long as you are aware of your true nature, you will always be intuitively guide. Walk in the knowing that everything is divinely planned, put your unique vibrations consciously into this world, enjoy everything moment that is given to you – and you will go beyond greateness while achieving your wildest dreams!
(picture taken by me at Ricketts Glen State Park in Pennsylvania)
When you’re in a relationship, it’s just about the two of you.
Starting something new means the past is over, done. There are lessons from the past and possible pain from the past, but the person you are with now has nothing to do with the past itself.
S/he is your future, so make sure you have an open heart and don’t think you pull a person into your life with the same patterns.
Let go before you step into a future with this person.
Learn to trust this new feeling you have now. We are not here to repeat our personal history. It’s simply a story you lived through.
Every day is new and magical.
So allow yourself to let this magnificent feeling of butterflies fluttering through your body and soul, in.
Rise and shine to this new adventure called feeling of bliss, loving and being loved in return.
If you don’t think you are lovable, how do you think can others love you?!? And if someone else loves you, do you believe it? Or are you looking for reasons why a person simply can not love you?!?
‘I am not good enough, not pretty enough, too intense, too deep’, whatever excuse you will look for… are all excuses because you don’t love and believe in yourself enough…
Allow yourself the chance to completely rise in love with your love and your selflove!
There are those who know.
They walk around as though they know- think, smile and talk as if they know and live as if they know.
They have stopped to ask themselves the ‘hows’ and ‘whys’ in life, because they know…
They know they deserve nothing less than to know.
Why? Because they decided to know.
They decided: I deserve this and nothing less than the best in my life.
And you know what?
In the end everything turns out the way they knew it would… because their trust and inner knowing became so powerful.
No matter what.. don’t ‘believe’ or ‘think’ it KNOW.
Live AS IF.
Release your doubts and know that the world is here to fulfill your truest, most inner heartfelt desires.
Test it if you must… Give it a week, a month, a year. Buy truly, TRULY KNOW it! And let the world transform into your inner vision, right in front of your eyes!
For when you know, the doubt is gone.
The fear moved on and you are stepping into your vortex.
And you know what?
The world comes to those… who know.
With their heart and soul.
If your vibration is that of one who is in ecstasy, in joy, in love AND bliss, you will give all of yourself to your highest vision.
And that’s what we need.
The world needs more of those ‘who know’.
“Don’t lie to me.
Don’t tell me you are fine when you are about to cry…
Don’t smile at me with your clown -like smile when you are filled with anger and pain.
I am an empath, I feel your lies. The worst ones are the ones when you lie to yourself…
I feel your pain and the tears you never cried because you never knew how to show them.
When I walk into a room filled with people, I feel so many emotions coming towards me that I can no longer discern if they are mine or come from others around me.
Be gentle with my soul.
I haven’t learned to filter yet.
In a world that is filled with distractions, radiations and billions of thoughts, I have learned to shut down, so I could function in a world where superficial life is top priority.
But I have paid the price with emptiness.
Let me find my own voice again by seeing you do the same.
You confuse me with daily masks, daily lies and smiles that are not truthful, rather a weapon to show the world that you are OK.
But OK is not what life is about… I want you to be real, true, honest.
If I did a mistake in your eyes, tell me, don’t swallow and burst another time when I thought you are alright with me… I may have gotten used to your lies and think you didn’t know any better.
So please don’t smile at me when your inside world is filled with tears…”
I am an empath and a grownup indigo child myself… but I have learned to be focused and at the same time be open to receive any message that is important for me – or someone else. So I talk from my own experience and memories.
As for whoever reads this:
If you have a young child in your midst, or know of a young adult/teenager who is very sensitive, don’t put it into the category of autism, asperger or unsocial… this world easily likes to put people into categories, when in truth we are all different and can’t be compared!!!
Young people have it very hard because there is too much polution going on (and I don’t mean us polluting nature, it’s more of the pollution of the mind)
Think 1000 times, before you give any child/grown up medicine – it destroys the specialness around this person and makes it feel numb and cold in a world that should be filled with love…
We allowed our consciousness to be filled with fog as we grew up… – as babies we knew everything but by going through so-called “bad” exeriences, we continued to deny what we knew and fell into a sleep of not-knowing.
Lifetimes after lifetimes, but also year after year within one life.
Until books and people crossed our paths and opened our eyes – reminded us who we truly are, reveiled our destiny.
We learned that life is not about surviving, not just about eating, drinking, working, sleeping.
We started to understand our light and shine it into our worlds by discovering our uniqueness…
Yet forces from the outside world wanted to dance with our ego-of-fear and denied us any moment of inner knowing, of deep understanding within… by sending us to school in which we learned a lot of stuff we didn’t need later on. By giving us the feeling that in order of having a good job, we’d need great education – THEIR education – becoming their working-zombies…
The more we lived on earth, the more we believed that earth became dangerous, that we were powerless – that everyone and everything was turning against us – and filled with fear – of losing ourselves and with ourselves the world – we hid behind so-called rules of the outside world, we built walls around our hearts...
We stopped feeling what’s going on within us and numbed ourselves down with distractions from the outside world.
We played computer games, watched tv, drank alcohol, took drugs and lost ourselves by distracting ourselves with others – i.e. one night stands – do you even know how important your body is, your temple, your beautiful vessel and that you should only share it with another person if that person is good for you, shares inner visions with you, if you can enrich yourselves with each other, if your love towards each other is real? It takes a bit more than just to look into each others’ eyes, to share such sacredness as sexuality, unless you have the feeling of knowing each other from many lifetimes before… but sexuality for sport? please… don’t distract yourself with someone in order to forget yourself. You are way to sacred and important to let someone else in who doesn’t see you as a beautiful soul but as a distraction him/herself.
What happened to our dreams, the dreams we had as children, the inner knowing that we had a destiny to fulfill, the knowing as children that each and everyone of us was a prince/princess, a super hero?!?!
Mass consciousness is not easy to transform – to get out of: looking at all the horror in the movies and in books alone, we don’t really have the chance, if we don’t look within ourselves. If you study the brain and a little psychology and know about mental training, you will discover that the mind doesn’t “know” if something is happening to you in “reality” or in “illusion”.
So we’ve gone through thousands of deaths already, have suffered many endings of relationships (without having had one relationship) and lost thousands of friends and family members just by looking into the outside world, looking at a little box in front of us that showed us how “life” works in the mind of the masses…
With all of that that’s going on “out there” we refuse to see what’s inside of us and that everything we go through is a projection of what has been within us all of the time – a projection of what we “learned” from the outside world… from “experience” or things people tell us, things we read or “see”.
Unaware of all of this, because we never learned this, we walk through life, entertain ourselves with movies and computer games and think it’s fiction, but we have undergone it every time we “saw” it, “read” it or played it.
It’s our choice to “see” that and to change the way we perceive reality…
We – the mass – play computer games every day where there is war, killing – we only succeed if we kill to get to our goals.
Is it surprising that people feel number inside themselve every day, teenagers get more brutal, that we all get immune towards what happens in our hearts?
This is exactly what the powers outside of us want: they want us to be scared, to scream out for “help” so they can make even more rules – and one day, if we continue to live unaware – the possability is high that we will no longer have rights and will be locked up whenever we say something “against” their rules (maybe even if we think freely).
This may all sound “frightening” to us…
Yet, there is a solution:
In order for this not to become our reality, we have to wake up to ourselves. Not to the mass propaganda but to our unique selves.
We all have the responsability to awaken, to become aware of what’s going on – not by looking outside of ourselves but by going within. By understanding that this all is real, that we attract what our unawareness brings forth.
It’s time to lift the fog inside of us – the fog that tells us that we “don’t know” anything – the feeling of being helpless, steered and controlled.
No one has the power to do something with you, if you listen to yourself. If you live responsible (towards YOURSELF). If you SELECT the things you watch (Matrix e.g. shows it all, there is much more reality to this filme than you may think), play and read instead of feeding the mass consciousness with fear inside your heart (stope reading and watching the news every day. Read about the people who made a change in this world, if you want to start with Jesus in the bible, go ahead, but there are many other terrific people out there that you can compare yourself to, if you need another superhero and don’t want to makes yourself to one right away – I said RIGHT AWAY, because You are the superhero in your story – you are the one you have been waiting for or the once you have been taught to wait for in all of the hero stories you read or heard about. It’s you, never someone else. Only YOU can change the world – don’t let others do it for you…
My title is “Responsability and Unawareness” for a reason. You have your own responability to yourself and to the world. How will you receive it? From the place of Love or of Fear? How will you tell your story? Will you be the super hero or the supporting role, supporting the one-who-will-never-come because it was always you, you have been waiting for?
Knowing all of this it’s up to you now to make the next step. Be aware of how much you walk around like a zombie, following orders of other instead of the orders of your true self, your heart.
Make a difference by not believing everything you hear from others – you don’t have to fit in – you should stick out and be the one-you-are-meant-to-be.
Spread the light of awakening, not through fear but through hope, joy, love and laughter.
you can do it – every single one of us has a destiny. Don’t react, act first. Be selective with what you do, see, say, read and with whome you surround yourself. Exchange your ideas of your inner wisdom with the outside world when you are ready. Be with like-minded people who support you in your knowing. And with the people who are caught within the mass consciousness: be the seed that spreads the truth – that there is nothing to fear, only your subconscious mind that is being steered by the mass consciousness. Step out of others’ truth that doesn’t resonate with your inner knowing – question EVERYTHING you’ve learned, especially in school.
see what is buried deep down within your subconsciousness. There are many ways of doing this, even without the help of the ouside world, just by going within. Let the answers you are seeking for come from within you. There is a saying that to every question you already have the answer.
Start by becoming aware of your day-to-day thoughts, write them down, especially when you realize that they are recurring ones; take a piece of paper and just write for a few minutes without thinking about it – read it through and you will see if you are more negative than positive. Don’t judge it, just realize it and go from there.
It’s up to you to change the world by changing yourself from within yourself.
And so it is.