Category Archives: I love You

To Rise in Love…

To fall in love, to rise in love, to stay in love and to never let this feeling of newness, deepest admiration and romance go…

To make each other laugh and find these special times that are so unique to the two of you that no one else could ever replace them… all this takes work.

Inner work and work with each other.

It’s the most rewarding work and the more of it you realize together, the happier you will be.

When I met Tim 4 years ago, I did not know what kind of rollercoaster ride we would go through in the first two years.

We were never able to commit because circumstances didn’t allow it.

But with the decision of working together as songwriters and the decision that we want to cherish each other every day, life changed and now we have been on the road together for almost 2 years.

I can look back and smile with all my heart…

BECAUSE I would have NEVER wanted one single day to be different.

We both went through tremendous change and if one of these days wouldn’t habe existed, we wouldn’t be where we are today.

I gave up on a lot of so-called-dreams so I could start co-creating with my partner and have even better, more exciting dreams with him together!

Some of my dreams were living and staying in New York (NYC can be very lonely when you don’t have the man you love by your side and the dating rules, I will NEVER understand…).

Becoming a star on Broadway was a dream of my childhood – it was an idea and an escape. I can use my voice in many ways. I have written my own songs since I was 13 and now I can actually reach people through “From the Aether”.

I’d rather be free than bound to peoples’ opinion every day of my life…

I grew out of those dreams and made something new, something bigger, together with Tim.

I look back at us and realize that I would have never dreamed that I could be so happy…

That I could call this man, who has touched my heart in so many ways, my partner.

All that would have not been possible if Tim and I wouldn’t have done our own inner work.

He started to call me into his life, years before I even thought of coming to New York – and would we not have met through a show I once did – paths could have gone completely different paths…

But it was fate!!!

Love can be dirty and hurtful at times. You need to look into yourself, forgive yourself, the people around you and love yourself the most.

Stop letting others tell you who you are – and find out who you truly are and what you are meant to do here on this planet.

You will attract the right person when you are ready.
And with this wonderful person you will attract the right situations and things you want in your life (a home, adventure, everything your heart desires).
I am proof of that. But that will be another story
La Ara

Let me tell you a little secret…

In order for true love to appear in your life,

you don’t have to change at all.

The person who is right for you will see your magic and won’t want you to change, even if you laugh like a unicorn-fairy… 😘

All you have to do is discover your own magic and discern who the people are who truly belong into your life and who don’t.

But what you need to do is shed the layers of the masks that you protect yourself with, so that the other can recognize you for who you truly are.

This person will always see the queen/king in you, and recognize him/herself through you.

Learn to appreciate the beautiful, blossoming being that you are.

Trust the journey.

The day of togetherness is coming so much quicker than you think – and once you’re there, the ‘lonely’ journey is over and a new adventure will take place.

La Ara

Leave the World Behind

The love we feel is ever true,
It’s you in me and me in you.
Don’t be afraid to shine your light,
we are meant to be each others’ knite –
To protect and behold –
As we were once told.

You came to me from far away
Now all I ask is for you to stay
Don’t push me away, no, don’t push me away –
And everything will be okay.

For you and I are meant to be as one,
For centuries – and older than the sun
I heard your call as a distant melody –
Dreams and signs were pulling you to me…
Now we’re free… to be together as one

Drop your masks and be the king I see in you –
You may never be ready, but if you try, dreams will come true
The power of our touch will change the world in every way –
We’ll dive into the ocean of love and golden ray
It’s up to you and me,
For, baby, can’t you see, we’re destiny.

I hear your cries when I close my eyes
The pain you feel inside,
But darling, please, just recognize,
There’s nothing here to hide!
You made me strong when I was weak,
Sometimes there was no need to speak,
Now I can be the queen you saw in me,
Together we are evermore free.

But though there may be shadows in you,
The light in you is brighter and true…
The world needs you to be creator,
Not another imitator…
Right now is the time to shine,
To step into your destiny divine…

I will be here, guide and hold you,
Step into the world that is new,
This is your world, this is your fire,
Now go, create what you desire!
You can have it all,
Just hear your inner call!!!

 

La Ara

(Written in 2015 to my beloved)

Every Day is a Holiday with you

I don’t need thanksgiving to remind me of how thankful I am.

Every morning I wake up to the most amazing, talented and inspirational man I have ever met and I am so grateful for that.

Tim, we have spent the last three Thanksgivings together and all of them were perfect.

The first one was making our own little turkey, the second was by almost moving out in order to move into our new home and this one was playing and having fun with Pokémon let’s go ☺️.

I don’t need holidays with you because every day with you is like a holiday for me…

I am thankful…

…for you putting up with me every day.

We have spent almost every minute together since we started our travels with our trailer and that is almost a year ago.

Being able to be in a 33 feet trailer and not going crazy around each other shows me how much you love me.

When I have my moments, you stay “Zen times Ten” and that alone is something very special!

I know you are the one I can turn to, whenever I need someone who listens to me.

You know what to say or how to hold me if I just need a hug.

If we have arguments, we get over them fast.

Even after 1.5 years of being together, we always find something more to talk about.

You inspire me to be all that I want to be and you take me as I am, you see me as who I really am and not as what my ego is trying to express.

This journey is the most beautiful and exciting journey of my life… the journey with you, wherever it takes us.

Sharing our music with the world has become our purpose.

You are so wise and know how to use words and weave them into music and you help me express myself better, too.

You are beautiful in every way, soul, body and mind. And complement who I am in every way.

You make me laugh.

Giggling with you in bed and not being able to stop is one of my favorite moments with you and I can never have enough of these moments.

I don’t need Thanksgiving in order to remind me of how grateful i am.

Because I am thankful waking up next to you every morning, making us coffee and enjoying whatever life brings up next!

Thank you for being the most amazing partner I could ask for!

La Ara

Union

He saw her shine.

And then for a while she vanished, from his heart and from his mind.

But when he saw her again, the magic returned and the feeling of “I know you!!!”

Before they met again, she had a vision. They would share the bond of a sacred kiss… and fear touched her mind, would she be ready for the sacredness that was now to come?

She would not let him in too close…

… there she was, this beautiful maiden with whom he felt this heavenly connection. Who was she? Was she the angel of his dreams?

…she tried everything, not to let him touch her but when He sang for her and her songs came from her lips, she could no longer deny the fire.

They looked each other in the eyes and in this second, all their doubts faded away and they remembered. Their connection was old… older than this planet.

A powerful pull drew them together and next thing they knew was that their lips touched and the magic began.

I will cherish this moment forever and ever, for I have found my queen!, he thought to himself while he held her in his arms.

La Ara

Uncover Me

I want you to uncover me.
To peel my layers of.
What is inside is just for you to see,
You’ll find a new me to love.

I’ll share with you my insecurities,
I’ll hide from you no more.
Continue the search, dive into the depth of me,
You’ll never feel forlorn.

Cause I will find you within my forbidden walls,
Where so far only I was traveling far and wide.
You could hear that inner call,
When I looked for a true man by my side.

Now you are here and I feel fear,
But I’ll no longer give in to it.
I was afraid you’d disappear,
Once we would be intimate.

But you proved me wrong,
The rose has lost her thorns.
It’s why I sing this song,
To show I’m no longer torn.

You’ve shown me now that I can trust,
And love with all my heart.
The past is gone, it turned to dust,
Our future is the start.

So come now and let me uncover
The layers, wrapped around your soul.
We’ve made it this far with each other,
It’s time to lose control.

 

La Ara

(picture taken by my partner Timothy James of “From the Aether”)

When you are with me

I forget the world around me.

I feel your presence, your essence, your soul…
and everything else, every negative thought or doubt,
every distraction around me is gone.

In the moment of silence when I just look at you or feel the touch of your hand on mine, the world stands still.

There is no place where I would rather be.

When I lay in your arms,
I find back to myself again…
what greater gift can you make me than this?

Real happiness lies within ourselves ~
and if someone shows you love,
inner peace and freedom simply through his presence,
enjoy these moments because they are precious,
as is the person you are with!

No ego ~ pure unconditional love
and respect for your divine being.

Could I ever ask for more?

When I am with you,
every second is precious,
every moment I am close to you is endless and beautiful.

Oh how I want to look into your eyes,
taste your kisses
and feel the warmth of your smile on my skin.

We never know what happens
in the next hour, second, moment –
I don’t take it for granted when I am with you.

Let us embrace each other with love
and forget time –
indulging in every timeless moment.

 

La Ara