Category Archives: Feelings

The Promise

And they danced in the cosmos, so close that they felt each others heartbeat… surrounded by the light and the laughter of the stars Touching each other more with their soul than with their body because, being from other planets, they were hardly physical.

“Don’t forget me!”, he whispered, holding her so close that they felt as if they were one. “Remember to wake me up, when you remember who we are, with the kiss of uncondititional, eternal love.”

She knew the moment of goodbye was soon to come. “Don’t leave me!”, she felt a heaviness she never felt before – in Sirius there is no such thing as heaviness – but Earth had already started to make its presence felt and she heard the call of adventure, as did Darius.

Darius looked into her eyes: “I will never leave you! No matter how long it takes for the two of us to find back to our union, I will FIND you! But you will have to be strong and remember…. remember this moment, this promise we are giving each other now.”

“Time goes by so quickly!”, La Ara sighed. “We only have this last dance before we disappear and I just became your royal wife. How can life be so cruel to separate us again?”

“We will always feel each other, no matter how far apart – and if I exist within Earths dimension when you are there or if I am in a different realm. We will have dreams, get signs and feel each others presence, no matter if our lifetime is with someone else or not. We will always meet before we come back and when the time is right, you and I will reunite on Earth and there will be no going back.”

La Ara looked away… she did not want to show him her tears.

“My love – my fair and royal queen, don’t you ever turn away from me when the tears wet your lovely cheeks. The sparkle in your eyes has never been more beautiful as in this pure moment of sadness. But I am so excited to help Gaia and be part of her children. We are meant to create something unique and special – and after many incarnations, we will unite again and finish what we have started, as one.”

He pulled her close one more time. The eternal embrace, that both would always feel when they closed their eyes, surrounded both with love and the knowing that they would never be alone. Then he vanished and La Ara was left behind, knowing she would soon follow him to Earth and search for him until he appeared after many, many lifetimes on earth as well as on many other planets.

“I am and will forever be yours, Darius!”, she whispered, moving to the rhythm of her stars laughter. Then La Ara, Goddess of the starwinds, closed her eyes and vanished into air. A long second passed by and when she opened her eyes…

 

La Ara

What if the world depended on you?

Yes YOU!

It is true!
The more beautiful energy you bring into this world, the more you can transform it into beauty.

Every thought of fear within you hurts the collective and most of all – YOURSELF!

What if you are GOD/DESS???
If you truly knew that?
What would you do differently?

Because YOU ARE!

The divine energy is simply dorment within you.

But with this power there is a huge responsability… remember – every thought that goes into the negative direction, will influence your life – of course every positive one does as well (and ten times more…)  but this is not a battle of good or bad – this is about how you live within.

Is your glass half empty or half full?
Have you already seen the best or is it still in front of you?

As a child, what did you believe in?
What did you want to do?
Did you feel called to help the world?

It’s in our nature to want to help the world become a better place – not to destroy it.
We only want to destroy things or take them away from others, if we feel there is lack within us – if we want more. Children who have been taught by society, have that feeling of lack already within them. We destroy and/or take things away from others.
The people who feel lack want to destroy that which others have “more”in their minds.

Now we are distracted with proving ourselves, making money to show people: I am contributing to society – but are we?

Something within us makes us unhappy, we don’t feel whole. So we are looking for “the other half” instead of going deep within, finding the wound and THEN when we are whole and able to love and give again, BEING (not finding) with another person who is whole in him/herself.

What does your divine being within you say?

The fact is, you can only feel whole, if you feel happy, joyful. The laws of attraction will give us what we FEEL – not what we think.

If we don’t feel happiness – feeling lack of things – we will get lack, not happiness.

Be in tune with the universe – be in tune with yourself.

Warm up to the thought that you are ALL God/dess – with that there is no one higher or lower – we are all equals AND we will no longer be able to make others responsible for how we feel! It is only up to you!

Remember this!

I love you, God/dess!

La Ara

Live as though you know…

There are those who know.

They walk around as though they know- think, smile and talk as if they know and live as if they know.

They have stopped to ask themselves the ‘hows’ and ‘whys’ in life, because they know…

They know they deserve nothing less than to know.

Why? Because they decided to know.
They decided: I deserve this and nothing less than the best in my life.

And you know what?
In the end everything turns out the way they knew it would… because their trust and inner knowing became so powerful.

No matter what.. don’t ‘believe’ or ‘think’ it KNOW.
Live AS IF.

Release your doubts and know that the world is here to fulfill your truest, most inner heartfelt desires.

Test it if you must… Give it a week, a month, a year. Buy truly, TRULY KNOW it! And let the world transform into your inner vision, right in front of your eyes!

For when you know, the doubt is gone.
The fear moved on and you are stepping into your vortex.

And you know what?

The world comes to those… who know.
With their heart and soul.

If your vibration is that of one who is in ecstasy, in joy, in love AND bliss, you will give all of yourself to your highest vision.

And that’s what we need.

The world needs more of those ‘who know’.

La Ara

Love is the Answer

What people often don’t understand is that a relationship is not the end – it’s a start, a beginning of something entirely NEW – especially at this age and time.

I am not talking about affaires or little sexual adventures I am talking about a commitment of two souls, the two higher selves,  the calling, the feeling of love that is filled with abundance.

When you are with the wo/man you love, you can move mountains. Miracles happen. And success in on its way. Four eyes see more than two – especially the inner eyes.

No one has to be alone and no one is meant to be alone.

It’s two + 1 – the two souls that unite and the Spirit/the magic within that makes things come together, that makes things happen.

Patterns and fearful structures of when and where – how old you must be to be married or in a relationship – that’s what keeps us apart from the true joy we can feel when we are connected to the soul that is meant to be in our lives.

Who cares where we are financially or securely…
We think: when I am financially/emotionally secure, then I am ready.

But are we? Are we ever really ready? Won’t there be something we could always do better, prepare for before we do the big steps in our lives?

It takes bravery, it takes:
knowing who you are and what your calling is.

What if your life begins the moment you say YES to the other person?
What if the world is waiting for the two pillars to burst into oneness to make success happen?

You can always fight alone – but is this going to help you?
What if you need someone to stand with you, as a mirror, a reflection, your other you – the person that gets you into your heart and out of your head?!?

It’s good to have someone we can talk to – talk about our fears, worries and someone who cheers us up.
Someone we can lean on, in times of pain or stress and someone to share your deepest joys and success with…
Someone who helps us SNAP out of our “drama” in times.

The person who may not be exactly you, but who feels you, who knows you (not intellecutally but your soul).

We are here to make a change – but not alone.

If we get too busy and don’t listen within, we can go on like this for years. But then we look back and we haven’t built a foundation of trust, of love, commitment with someone and we may end up alone in a time when we are too used to being alone as to be able to share our abundance.

Love is always the answer… no matter what.
Listen to your heart and follow your intuition when you are guided to someone who touches your soul.

If love is your foundation, you will grow stronger every day – and the adventure of life can begin.

La Ara

What an indigo child or empath would say to “grownups”

“Don’t lie to me.
Don’t tell me you are fine when you are about to cry…
Don’t smile at me with your clown -like smile when you are filled with anger and pain.

I am an empath, I feel your lies. The worst ones are the ones when you lie to yourself…
I feel your pain and the tears you never cried because you never knew how to show them.

When I walk into a room filled with people, I feel so many emotions coming towards me that I can no longer discern if they are mine or come from others around me.

Be gentle with my soul.
I haven’t learned to filter yet.
In a world that is filled with distractions, radiations and billions of thoughts, I have learned to shut down, so I could function in a world where superficial life is top priority.
But I have paid the price with emptiness.

Let me find my own voice again by seeing you do the same.

You confuse me with daily masks, daily lies and smiles that are not truthful, rather a weapon to show the world that you are OK.

But OK is not what life is about… I want you to be real, true, honest.
If I did a mistake in your eyes, tell me, don’t swallow and burst another time when I thought you are alright with me… I may have gotten used to your lies and think you didn’t know any better.

So please don’t smile at me when your inside world is filled with tears…”


I am an empath and a grownup indigo child myself… but I have learned to be focused and at the same time be open to receive any message that is important for me – or someone else. So I talk from my own experience and memories.

As for whoever reads this:

If you have a young child in your midst, or know of a young adult/teenager who is very sensitive, don’t put it into the category of autism, asperger or unsocial… this world easily likes to put people into categories, when in truth we are all different and can’t be compared!!!

Young people have it very hard because there is too much polution going on (and I don’t mean us polluting nature, it’s more of the pollution of the mind)

Think 1000 times, before you give any child/grown up medicine – it destroys the specialness around this person and makes it feel numb and cold in a world that should be filled with love…

 

La Ara

To My King

When I wish upon a star at night,
I wish for you to hold me tight.
For your embrace, your hands holding mine,
We look at each other with love divine.

In silence your lips speak,
While mine they seek.
Your sighs they show,
What we both know…

That you are mine
As I am thine…
I hold my breath while I feel your hands…
Within me, around me, you put me in trance.

I talk to you when you silence your mind,
And you feel it is me, cause when you seek, you find…
And your soul has searched for me,
Knowing about our destiny…

We are ever so close, ever so real,
It’s you, who knows and me you feel.
The queen of your heart – it’s she who calls –
To you through love, in dreams, now break down your walls.

Lift your wings, you are ready to fly…
You once were a scorpion now its time to touch the sky…
To transform into the eagle now,
The one who is almighty – the one to whom I bow…

I am your angel who helps you to the light,
When darkness wraps itself around you tight.
But I’m not afraid to show you delight,
I follow my heart, for you I will fight.

You are a knight and a king at the same time…
Protecting your land, but seeing the divine.
With me you found your holy grail…
With your queen by your side, you can not fail.

Now come and conquer your sacred queen,
She will open your eyes to things you’ve never seen.
We walk the path of the new dawn,
Hand in hand we will walk on.

Enjoying each others company,
While setting our own hearts free.
I feel you with me every day,
And all I want is for you to stay…

Your power and my softness, your softness and my power,
Are sweet companions hour after hour.
Music surrounds us everywhere,
While we stand together, while we truly care.

The shiver I got when you called me your queen,
Caused a moment of clarity, and it made me feel serene.
I wanted to cry and felt so strong,
Knowing in my king’s arms I belong…

You may just overfly my poetry,
Yet every word in it has a meaning to me.
Awake, my Beloved, for you are strong, you are on fire…
When you’re with me our love gets us higher and I give in to your every desire…

To be your guide, your muse, your queen –
To reveal to you things that were once unseen.
Never believe, life could get boring with me in it,
It’s filled with adventure – when we unite it’s the opposite.

No day will be like the other,
We’ll have and cherish one another –
In many ways, remembering the spark,
When we became each others light in the dark.

The time has come to step into your power,
You will grow stronger from hour to hour –
And with each breath become aware,
That the force within you was always there.

We are magical together and if we dare,
We can share fragrancies of love, floating in the air.
This way we inspire others to share love and devotion,
With one another, and infinite facets of emotion.

La Ara

Infinite Happiness

We are afraid that our happiness ends one day.
We think we can only take so much.

Who SAYS that?
Everyone else?
Are you eveyone else?

We BELIEVE that we must fall when we climb a mountain – again this is something we LEARN.

YOU have never lived before – not in this form anyway.
What if you can live in a constant state of ecstacy (without drugs, alcohol or any other artificial help) by choosing so?

Think about it…

Allow yourself to be happy.
Allow yourself to dream!

We are filled with fear, looking at all the responsabilities.
Thinking:

“something terrible will happen, if I allow myself to be infinetely happy!”

So we can not be in a constant state of amazement, but in a constant state of anger, sadness, numbness? How does that make sense???

We are being pulled into fear and hate right now.
And isn’t it exhausting?????

Can you feel your heart raise every time you hear the news, people talking about possible war and threats, death???

But it’s the mass consciousness. They try to scare you. WHY?
Because that is how the “public” gets you to live in the reptilian. How you become an “animal” instead of a human being…
And you constantly fight against an invisible enemy… no one is really here to fight against, it’s all in your brain – and your brain makes you believe it’s real!!!!!

BUT THIS IS NOT REALLY YOU!!! YOU ARE PEACEful and kind… a beautiful, being filled with laughter, with love. Doesn’t it relax you to actually read this?!?
But that does not serve the public. It does not serve “them”. So…
Let THEM go:

Learn to filter and to discern whether what you are going through is you – or someone/something else.

And if it is you, remember who and where you got it from.
We are being taught to live in fear. Every day of our lives. If not through parents then through movies, news, radio, magazines, in other words: through the public.

Let it go.
Right here and now, close your eyes and breath.
One more time.
Breath deeply.
Think about something beautiful, something or someone that makes you happy.

Be aware of this – breath in joy, breath out anger or sadness.

Do this a few times, conscously.

COME ON! If you have time to breath, you can consciously breath happiness into your heart, too!!!

And then when you breath out – let everything go that bothers you.

Right here in this moment – is peace, is love, is YOU!
Right here you can smile. Be happy.
Be blanc. Be tabula rasa, a wall that is unwritten. Think hakuna matata: you gotta put the past behind you.

And now…

Have a beautiful day, and allow yourself to be ecstatic!

 

La Ara