The moment comes when you realize
You’ve walked through pain, believed the lies.
And you did it with sincerity –
You trusted wrong security.
Your life seemed great, you did what they said –
You understood you’d soon be dead.
So you had to make things right –
You listened, never questioned, you followed with pride.
The “American Dream” – the american life –
But what if someone pulled out a knife –
And killed you in this moment, now –
Would you say you truly lived somehow?
Would the people you know say you truly lived?
That you saw this life as a gift?
Or would they say, you lived a lie –
You hardly took the time to say “hi”?!
What would leave behind?
Were you numb – or were you kind?
How many people have you touched –
Were you able to inspired much?
Are you who you want to be –
Are you able to set your spirit free?
Or are you stuck inside your mind
Living for the future, to the present blind?
So with these questions asked –
And knowing that life may not last –
What are you going to do today?
Will you live life in your own, unique way?
I want you to uncover me.
To peel my layers of.
What is inside is just for you to see,
You’ll find a new me to love.
I’ll share with you my insecurities,
I’ll hide from you no more.
Continue the search, dive into the depth of me,
You’ll never feel forlorn.
Cause I will find you within my forbidden walls,
Where only I was traveling far and wide.
You can hear that inner call,
When I looked for a true man by my side.
Now you are here and I feel fear,
But I’ll no longer give in to it.
I was afraid you’d disappear,
Once we would be intimit.
But you proved me wrong,
The rose has lost her thorns.
It’s why I sing this song,
To show I’m no longer torn.
You’ve shown me now that I can trust,
And love with all my heart.
The past is gone, it turned to dust,
Our future is the start.
So come now and let me uncover
The layers, wrapped around your soul.
We’ve made it this far with each other,
It’s time to lose control.
…at everything that feels weird to you, from now on.
Smile out of joy about the absurdity of the illusion!
When you recognize everything happens FOR you, in order to wake you up – in accordance to your plan… then you will build up no more negative situation.
Everything that others say to you is said through the filter of their experience.
Often they don’t want you to make the same mistakes.
Can you be angry or upset with someone, if s/he only wants to protect you?
Life is not here to get you… life is here so you can experience what your soul had planned long ago…
So break free from illusion…
You have a message to bring forth, into this world.
In order to awaken to it, you will get as many wake up calls as you need…
Fear is only the messenger that you haven’t arrived to yourself yet.
Wear the crown of yourself, walk your path with pride – not because you are better than anyone – but because it is YOUR path – yours alone!
Only you can truly understand your message!
Your path is incomparable to any other.
Why do you turn around to compare your petals to others when each rose on a rosebush is different, has its own energy?
You are not meant to be like someone else. You are you, with all your patterns, scars, stubborness, kindness, tenderness, unique sensuatlity and adornment.
Fill these lines with more – find more unique abilities within you – this is just a scratch on the surface of who you are meant to be…
If words inspire you, play with them, write them down.
Become REAL by REALizing that everything but love is an illusion.
No words within two sentences mean the same.
No two people in the same situation will go through the same experience.
Everything you went through in your life, formed you as well as other people.
So have compassion.
Live your life fully, without worrying about others.
That does not mean to not care – but the only one YOU can be there for to 100% – is YOU!
You, soul, made the choice to come to earth at this very moment.
Now and now and – NOW!
There is no more past, there is only the now that passes by before you can even think about “now” (Say it and there is another now) and the future, which appears in the time of now after the now (get it now?).
This world is an extension of your dreams – you can dream of something and manifest it here.
If you open your barriers and allow yourself to dream without neglecting yourself and regretting for not realizing things sooner, things will happen rapidly.
And suddenly it clicks – and you know.
You just do.
You know you are unique, you are divine and special and no one in this world will ever be able to take this feeling of selflove and self-appreciation away from you…
You stand there, in the middle of the street – with this overwhelming sensation – and the world changes around you.
That what you questioned ever since you were a teenager (basically yourself) crystalizes into knowing.
Your eargerness turns into a flowing energy of inner peace and the sensation that you are guided and always on the right path.
You can breath again – and this one breath of clarity feels like it’s the first breath you have ever taken… and in a way that’s just what happened:
Because… you breath as a new person. An aware person. A person who shifted from an agelong seeker to someone who found himself.
You know that, since you are different, there is no need to compete – no need to seek, to compare, to doubt.
No one has ever walked your path – so there is no hurry to get somewhere – where are you going – you are walking the path your inner being has chosen for you… so you will always be on the right track.
Realize that as long as you are aware of your true nature, you will always be intuitively guide. Walk in the knowing that everything is divinely planned, put your unique vibrations consciously into this world, enjoy everything moment that is given to you – and you will go beyond greateness while achieving your wildest dreams!
(picture taken by me at Ricketts Glen State Park in Pennsylvania)
I sing to the world with the voice of my heart.
We all wanted the same from the start.
I speak to it with the voice of my soul.
It’s time to take back control.
No one can lead you, it starts from within.
In your own life it’s where you begin.
Rules were made to break,
To give in is a mistake.
Answer to yourself how you want to live –
and remember what you want to receive is what you give.
Just because a rule was made a thousand years ago,
It doesn’t mean that we need to still follow through.
Just know, whatever you want comes back in threes.
So to answer with love, will keep your life at ease.
I want you to remember how special you are.
If you trust yourself, you can go very far.
Life is bound to give you everything,
If you let your soul and your heart sing.
So spread your wing and learn to fly,
And trust that spirit will lift you high.
For each of us were born to to shine –
We’re not alone, we constantly get signs…
To follow our hearts and live our dreams…
We’ll make our lives to blessings supreme.
I speak from my soul, don’t give up the magic in your life,
for you are meant to live divinely, not just to survive.
Everything can be as you want it to be,
All you need to do is go out there and see…
That life is paradise, it’s meant to be heaven.
So don’t give up and don’t stress 24/7.
Allow yourself to feel and filter negativity.
Remember that you were made to see –
That life can be however you see from inside,
So next time you get angry, just change your mind.
Allow yourself to dance, to laugh and sing,
And remember that life simply is amazing!!!
And they danced in the cosmos, so close that they felt each others heartbeat… surrounded by the light and the laughter of the stars Touching each other more with their soul than with their body because, being from other planets, they were hardly physical.
“Don’t forget me!”, he whispered, holding her so close that they felt as if they were one. “Remember to wake me up, when you remember who we are, with the kiss of uncondititional, eternal love.”
She knew the moment of goodbye was soon to come. “Don’t leave me!”, she felt a heaviness she never felt before – in Sirius there is no such thing as heaviness – but Earth had already started to make its presence felt and she heard the call of adventure, as did Darius.
Darius looked into her eyes: “I will never leave you! No matter how long it takes for the two of us to find back to our union, I will FIND you! But you will have to be strong and remember…. remember this moment, this promise we are giving each other now.”
“Time goes by so quickly!”, La Ara sighed. “We only have this last dance before we disappear and I just became your royal wife. How can life be so cruel to separate us again?”
“We will always feel each other, no matter how far apart – and if I exist within Earths dimension when you are there or if I am in a different realm. We will have dreams, get signs and feel each others presence, no matter if our lifetime is with someone else or not. We will always meet before we come back and when the time is right, you and I will reunite on Earth and there will be no going back.”
La Ara looked away… she did not want to show him her tears.
“My love – my fair and royal queen, don’t you ever turn away from me when the tears wet your lovely cheeks. The sparkle in your eyes has never been more beautiful as in this pure moment of sadness. But I am so excited to help Gaia and be part of her children. We are meant to create something unique and special – and after many incarnations, we will unite again and finish what we have started, as one.”
He pulled her close one more time. The eternal embrace, that both would always feel when they closed their eyes, surrounded both with love and the knowing that they would never be alone. Then he vanished and La Ara was left behind, knowing she would soon follow him to Earth and search for him until he appeared after many, many lifetimes on earth as well as on many other planets.
“I am and will forever be yours, Darius!”, she whispered, moving to the rhythm of her stars laughter. Then La Ara, Goddess of the starwinds, closed her eyes and vanished into air. A long second passed by and when she opened her eyes…