Category Archives: Divine Feminine

Uncover Me

I want you to uncover me.
To peel my layers of.
What is inside is just for you to see,
You’ll find a new me to love.

I’ll share with you my insecurities,
I’ll hide from you no more.
Continue the search, dive into the depth of me,
You’ll never feel forlorn.

Cause I will find you within my forbidden walls,
Where so far only I was traveling far and wide.
You could hear that inner call,
When I looked for a true man by my side.

Now you are here and I feel fear,
But I’ll no longer give in to it.
I was afraid you’d disappear,
Once we would be intimate.

But you proved me wrong,
The rose has lost her thorns.
It’s why I sing this song,
To show I’m no longer torn.

You’ve shown me now that I can trust,
And love with all my heart.
The past is gone, it turned to dust,
Our future is the start.

So come now and let me uncover
The layers, wrapped around your soul.
We’ve made it this far with each other,
It’s time to lose control.

 

La Ara

(picture taken by my partner Timothy James of “From the Aether”)

Poem to my beloved

My beloved,
I found back to myself again.

To the dreamer, the intuitive heart,
The healer, the wise and ancient soul I always was, but forgot about.
I hid and closed all doors.

I wore a mask out of fear that no one could love me if I was to show my true colors…
but when i did this, i shut you out, too.

You could only try to understand me while standing in front of closed doors, knocking, screaming, asking me to let you in.
Maybe not consciously but your soul did this day and night.

I heard your call but
Caught within my fear, not wanting to face myself, how was I able to be there for you.

And now the time has come to fly into eternal possibility.
You and I, forever free.

La Ara

Relationship – Working On Yourself First!

Ladies, especially the ones who are unhappy with – or angry at – a man right now… I would love to have a conversation with you, from heart to heart.

The other day I was talking to my man about relationships and exes and things really started to get me thinking:

Honestly, what do we women expect from men?
We expect way too much. We want them to be perfect (they have to live up to our expectations) and if they go a little off of the path of perfection, we drop them or badmouth them, in front of friends, family and on Facebook.or we continuously post posts about how we strong women don’t need men yada yada ya. But in the end one of our deepest desires is to be with someone special, right?

Remember… the law of attraction. Like attracts like… and isn’t the man we dated or the man we are with our own reflection?

When I was single I lived in New York by myself for 3 years. Even before that I lived by myself for more than 13 years and it gave me time to truly know myself. No distractions. I was searching for love, yes, but not just any love.
True love. Someone who could be a true partner by my side. I read a lot of books on men and women but most of all on the divine feminine. Since I was 17 I researched and even did my school finals in psychology on ‘Men’s fear on strong women’.

I took the time to discover who I am – read a lot and explored my environment.
I so adored taking myself to a show or a movie and especially out to eat.

I learned to truly enjoy being by myself because I knew there would come a day where I would no longer be by myself. Then I would get to share everything with a special someone but til then I would be my own special someone.

I did not search for someone actively. Maybe that has to do with my stubbornness of loving one man at a time and for a while even if he doesn’t love me back. You can say that’s good or bad, if you like, but it helped me to get here.
That’s how I am, i don’t give up. Not on people, not on friends, not on plans and visions.

I feel lucky that I was that way because it didn’t allow me to go crazy and sleep with every Tom, Dick and Harry… and that’s easy to do in New York City…

When I did go out with someone and things didn’t go the way I wanted them to go: I did a self analysis. I wrote about it, spoke with friends i chose to be my go-to-person and made choices to treat myself better and to have others treat me better.

Most importantly I didn’t say to myself that every man is stupid and that it only had to do with him that things went wrong.

I truly feel that women nowadays have too many high expectations and don’t bring enough to the table themselves.
We want our men to be successful, wealthy, emotionally stable, no mama-boy, spiritually ready… completely complete.

You will never get a ‘perfect ‘ man because we are all human and even if we think we are done with a topic there may still be something inside of us that may need attention later in life.

Let me ask you this:
are you there already? Are you finished, do you completely know what you want in life? Because if not…

Wouldn’t you say we can only expect from someone else something that we have already reached?!?

As soon as we still have our own topics that take up our energy, like past family issues or past dramas and people we can’t forgive… are we really at the point to ask from our men that they have to be ‘better’ than us.

I am in a very fortunate and happy place but my relationship is far from perfect and I wouldn’t want it to be. If it were so, where would be room to grow together?
I am not my partner and he is not me so we can’t expect to understand each other all the time or to read each other’s mind.
Being together in a two room trailer means to accept each other unconditionally with all the flaws we have and I know that I have many flaws!
I thank my partner that he loves me as I am and doesn’t want to try to change me. Yet we talk about everything that isn’t right yet and we will both try to make things better.

Being in a relationship means to go through life together. You can’t expect anyone to catch you if you haven’t caught yourself.

And if you haven’t truly taken the time to get to know yourself, how can you expect someone else to know you?

Just a few thoughts I put out there to anyone who is ready to read it.

Much love,

La Ara

The Fall

She screamed with no voice. Unheard but heard deeper by the universe than any scream-out-of-her-voice could have provoked.

Why was he unable to hear her, to see her, to find her, when all that was there was this infinite love within both of them.

But what other chance did she have than to simply let (herself) go and fall into the thorns of the woods, against every bone in her body that told her it would only hurt… she would be bruised and might even die from the fall.

She was lying on the ground of the tower and wasn’t able to speak…
But she was alive. She felt every muscle crying out in pain, but the love within her heart kept her from fainting. There was not much time left. If her mother found her here, she would die anyway.

In a dark world, filled with hate and jealousy – two hearts were brought together – she would not give up just because someone destroyed the only access he had to come to her. As long as her heart would beat, it would call out for him and the pain of being apart from him was stronger than the pain within her body.

Slowly she picked herself up and stumbled into the forest, to find the man who had been seeking for her all of his life.

Rapunzel ran through the woods, wounded from the fall she went through when she escaped the tower, but she did it, to see her prince again. She didn’t give up because she knew that a world without true love wasn’t worth living for.

 

La Ara

 

being of woods

Live as though you know…

There are those who know.

They walk around as though they know- think, smile and talk as if they know and live as if they know.

They have stopped to ask themselves the ‘hows’ and ‘whys’ in life, because they know…

They know they deserve nothing less than to know.

Why? Because they decided to know.
They decided: I deserve this and nothing less than the best in my life.

And you know what?
In the end everything turns out the way they knew it would… because their trust and inner knowing became so powerful.

No matter what.. don’t ‘believe’ or ‘think’ it KNOW.
Live AS IF.

Release your doubts and know that the world is here to fulfill your truest, most inner heartfelt desires.

Test it if you must… Give it a week, a month, a year. Buy truly, TRULY KNOW it! And let the world transform into your inner vision, right in front of your eyes!

For when you know, the doubt is gone.
The fear moved on and you are stepping into your vortex.

And you know what?

The world comes to those… who know.
With their heart and soul.

If your vibration is that of one who is in ecstasy, in joy, in love AND bliss, you will give all of yourself to your highest vision.

And that’s what we need.

The world needs more of those ‘who know’.

La Ara

To My King

When I wish upon a star at night,
I wish for you to hold me tight.
For your embrace, your hands holding mine,
We look at each other with love divine.

In silence your lips speak,
While mine they seek.
Your sighs they show,
What we both know…

That you are mine
As I am thine…
I hold my breath while I feel your hands…
Within me, around me, you put me in trance.

I talk to you when you silence your mind,
And you feel it is me, cause when you seek, you find…
And your soul has searched for me,
Knowing about our destiny…

We are ever so close, ever so real,
It’s you, who knows and me you feel.
The queen of your heart – it’s she who calls –
To you through love, in dreams, now break down your walls.

Lift your wings, you are ready to fly…
You once were a scorpion now its time to touch the sky…
To transform into the eagle now,
The one who is almighty – the one to whom I bow…

I am your angel who helps you to the light,
When darkness wraps itself around you tight.
But I’m not afraid to show you delight,
I follow my heart, for you I will fight.

You are a knight and a king at the same time…
Protecting your land, but seeing the divine.
With me you found your holy grail…
With your queen by your side, you can not fail.

Now come and conquer your sacred queen,
She will open your eyes to things you’ve never seen.
We walk the path of the new dawn,
Hand in hand we will walk on.

Enjoying each others company,
While setting our own hearts free.
I feel you with me every day,
And all I want is for you to stay…

Your power and my softness, your softness and my power,
Are sweet companions hour after hour.
Music surrounds us everywhere,
While we stand together, while we truly care.

The shiver I got when you called me your queen,
Caused a moment of clarity, and it made me feel serene.
I wanted to cry and felt so strong,
Knowing in my king’s arms I belong…

You may just overfly my poetry,
Yet every word in it has a meaning to me.
Awake, my Beloved, for you are strong, you are on fire…
When you’re with me our love gets us higher and I give in to your every desire…

To be your guide, your muse, your queen –
To reveal to you things that were once unseen.
Never believe, life could get boring with me in it,
It’s filled with adventure – when we unite it’s the opposite.

No day will be like the other,
We’ll have and cherish one another –
In many ways, remembering the spark,
When we became each others light in the dark.

The time has come to step into your power,
You will grow stronger from hour to hour –
And with each breath become aware,
That the force within you was always there.

We are magical together and if we dare,
We can share fragrancies of love, floating in the air.
This way we inspire others to share love and devotion,
With one another, and infinite facets of emotion.

La Ara

Love Poem to my King when I didn’t know him yet

close your eyes…
I take you by the hand…
Don’t be surprised,
I’ll make you understand…

So many wonderful things
can happen to us –
In our phantasies we have wings .
And in each other we trust…

Filled with imagination –
A new creation:
Whatever you want to do –
Can be done for you!
Surrounded by love,
You can fill the skies above –
With all you desire –
Gonna set the world on fire…

Whenever you see me –
Come a little closer –
I want to see what you see –
Don’t wanna lose ya…

Through your eyes and my heart –
We can dive into madness –
Make a new start –
Let go of irateness…

Filled with imagination –
A new creation:
Whatever you want to do –
Can be done for you!
Surrounded by love,
You can fill the skies above –
With all you desire –
Put the world on fire…

The world stops turning –
You turn around to me –
Our hearts start burning –
They’re filled with Ecstacy…

And we’re
Filled with imagination –
A new creation:
Whatever you want to do –
Can be done for you!
Surrounded by love,
You can fill the skies above –
With all you desire –
Put the world on fire…

written by

La Ara Dec. 17th 2013