Category Archives: Awakening

What an indigo child or empath would say to “grownups”

“Don’t lie to me.
Don’t tell me you are fine when you are about to cry…
Don’t smile at me with your clown -like smile when you are filled with anger and pain.

I am an empath, I feel your lies. The worst ones are the ones when you lie to yourself…
I feel your pain and the tears you never cried because you never knew how to show them.

When I walk into a room filled with people, I feel so many emotions coming towards me that I can no longer discern if they are mine or come from others around me.

Be gentle with my soul.
I haven’t learned to filter yet.
In a world that is filled with distractions, radiations and billions of thoughts, I have learned to shut down, so I could function in a world where superficial life is top priority.
But I have paid the price with emptiness.

Let me find my own voice again by seeing you do the same.

You confuse me with daily masks, daily lies and smiles that are not truthful, rather a weapon to show the world that you are OK.

But OK is not what life is about… I want you to be real, true, honest.
If I did a mistake in your eyes, tell me, don’t swallow and burst another time when I thought you are alright with me… I may have gotten used to your lies and think you didn’t know any better.

So please don’t smile at me when your inside world is filled with tears…”


I am an empath and a grownup indigo child myself… but I have learned to be focused and at the same time be open to receive any message that is important for me – or someone else. So I talk from my own experience and memories.

As for whoever reads this:

If you have a young child in your midst, or know of a young adult/teenager who is very sensitive, don’t put it into the category of autism, asperger or unsocial… this world easily likes to put people into categories, when in truth we are all different and can’t be compared!!!

Young people have it very hard because there is too much polution going on (and I don’t mean us polluting nature, it’s more of the pollution of the mind)

Think 1000 times, before you give any child/grown up medicine – it destroys the specialness around this person and makes it feel numb and cold in a world that should be filled with love…

 

La Ara

To My King

When I wish upon a star at night,
I wish for you to hold me tight.
For your embrace, your hands holding mine,
We look at each other with love divine.

In silence your lips speak,
While mine they seek.
Your sighs they show,
What we both know…

That you are mine
As I am thine…
I hold my breath while I feel your hands…
Within me, around me, you put me in trance.

I talk to you when you silence your mind,
And you feel it is me, cause when you seek, you find…
And your soul has searched for me,
Knowing about our destiny…

We are ever so close, ever so real,
It’s you, who knows and me you feel.
The queen of your heart – it’s she who calls –
To you through love, in dreams, now break down your walls.

Lift your wings, you are ready to fly…
You once were a scorpion now its time to touch the sky…
To transform into the eagle now,
The one who is almighty – the one to whom I bow…

I am your angel who helps you to the light,
When darkness wraps itself around you tight.
But I’m not afraid to show you delight,
I follow my heart, for you I will fight.

You are a knight and a king at the same time…
Protecting your land, but seeing the divine.
With me you found your holy grail…
With your queen by your side, you can not fail.

Now come and conquer your sacred queen,
She will open your eyes to things you’ve never seen.
We walk the path of the new dawn,
Hand in hand we will walk on.

Enjoying each others company,
While setting our own hearts free.
I feel you with me every day,
And all I want is for you to stay…

Your power and my softness, your softness and my power,
Are sweet companions hour after hour.
Music surrounds us everywhere,
While we stand together, while we truly care.

The shiver I got when you called me your queen,
Caused a moment of clarity, and it made me feel serene.
I wanted to cry and felt so strong,
Knowing in my king’s arms I belong…

You may just overfly my poetry,
Yet every word in it has a meaning to me.
Awake, my Beloved, for you are strong, you are on fire…
When you’re with me our love gets us higher and I give in to your every desire…

To be your guide, your muse, your queen –
To reveal to you things that were once unseen.
Never believe, life could get boring with me in it,
It’s filled with adventure – when we unite it’s the opposite.

No day will be like the other,
We’ll have and cherish one another –
In many ways, remembering the spark,
When we became each others light in the dark.

The time has come to step into your power,
You will grow stronger from hour to hour –
And with each breath become aware,
That the force within you was always there.

We are magical together and if we dare,
We can share fragrancies of love, floating in the air.
This way we inspire others to share love and devotion,
With one another, and infinite facets of emotion.

La Ara

Love Poem to my King when I didn’t know him yet

close your eyes…
I take you by the hand…
Don’t be surprised,
I’ll make you understand…

So many wonderful things
can happen to us –
In our phantasies we have wings .
And in each other we trust…

Filled with imagination –
A new creation:
Whatever you want to do –
Can be done for you!
Surrounded by love,
You can fill the skies above –
With all you desire –
Gonna set the world on fire…

Whenever you see me –
Come a little closer –
I want to see what you see –
Don’t wanna lose ya…

Through your eyes and my heart –
We can dive into madness –
Make a new start –
Let go of irateness…

Filled with imagination –
A new creation:
Whatever you want to do –
Can be done for you!
Surrounded by love,
You can fill the skies above –
With all you desire –
Put the world on fire…

The world stops turning –
You turn around to me –
Our hearts start burning –
They’re filled with Ecstacy…

And we’re
Filled with imagination –
A new creation:
Whatever you want to do –
Can be done for you!
Surrounded by love,
You can fill the skies above –
With all you desire –
Put the world on fire…

written by

La Ara Dec. 17th 2013

Infinite Happiness

We are afraid that our happiness ends one day.
We think we can only take so much.

Who SAYS that?
Everyone else?
Are you eveyone else?

We BELIEVE that we must fall when we climb a mountain – again this is something we LEARN.

YOU have never lived before – not in this form anyway.
What if you can live in a constant state of ecstacy (without drugs, alcohol or any other artificial help) by choosing so?

Think about it…

Allow yourself to be happy.
Allow yourself to dream!

We are filled with fear, looking at all the responsabilities.
Thinking:

“something terrible will happen, if I allow myself to be infinetely happy!”

So we can not be in a constant state of amazement, but in a constant state of anger, sadness, numbness? How does that make sense???

We are being pulled into fear and hate right now.
And isn’t it exhausting?????

Can you feel your heart raise every time you hear the news, people talking about possible war and threats, death???

But it’s the mass consciousness. They try to scare you. WHY?
Because that is how the “public” gets you to live in the reptilian. How you become an “animal” instead of a human being…
And you constantly fight against an invisible enemy… no one is really here to fight against, it’s all in your brain – and your brain makes you believe it’s real!!!!!

BUT THIS IS NOT REALLY YOU!!! YOU ARE PEACEful and kind… a beautiful, being filled with laughter, with love. Doesn’t it relax you to actually read this?!?
But that does not serve the public. It does not serve “them”. So…
Let THEM go:

Learn to filter and to discern whether what you are going through is you – or someone/something else.

And if it is you, remember who and where you got it from.
We are being taught to live in fear. Every day of our lives. If not through parents then through movies, news, radio, magazines, in other words: through the public.

Let it go.
Right here and now, close your eyes and breath.
One more time.
Breath deeply.
Think about something beautiful, something or someone that makes you happy.

Be aware of this – breath in joy, breath out anger or sadness.

Do this a few times, conscously.

COME ON! If you have time to breath, you can consciously breath happiness into your heart, too!!!

And then when you breath out – let everything go that bothers you.

Right here in this moment – is peace, is love, is YOU!
Right here you can smile. Be happy.
Be blanc. Be tabula rasa, a wall that is unwritten. Think hakuna matata: you gotta put the past behind you.

And now…

Have a beautiful day, and allow yourself to be ecstatic!

 

La Ara

The Goddess – and mens’ fear of strong women…

I used to look at the women, the main characters in movies, shows and books, the ones that got to be with the men they loved – at least at the end.

I always wondered what it was that made them a queen, a star, a beautiful, fully present divine feminine goddess!

I spent many years of research on the divine masculine and the men who are not stepping into their power – who may want to but in the end don’t do the work which leads to fear of “strong women” (my finale in psychology was “Mens’ fear of strong women”, including a book that was written by a german (male) psychotherapist with the same title).

One of the most important and powerful messages I found – and this goes out to men and women – is:

DON’T YOU DARE COMPARE YOURSELF WITH ANYONE ELSE.
The main character tries to fit in and follow rules, but only when s/he has learned that s/he has accept her/his uniqueness, will s/he be magnificent and the other person will want to be with her/him – before that, drama happens – anger, pain, inner and outer conflicts…

Now back to the fabulous females amongst us…

The goddess-queen is she

who accepts her crown and her glory.
who demands respect – not to be treated in an unrespectful way…
whose eyes glow with inner fire
who always speaks from the heart and whose heart is pure
who steps into the responsability of being herself
who walks her own path
who has no desire to compare herself to anyone else
who shines her inner light of peace into the world
who is not afraid to manifest and make the world her own
who loves her body fully – no matter what shape and form it has
who loves herself unconditionally – this is the only way to love anyone else limitless…

Men who are afraid of strong women are the ones who feel inferior – who want to rule women – live traditonally like a few hundred years ago: women are only meant to be in the kitchen and take care of kids – while men work and bring money home.
Men who are afraid of the new and who are not able to be vulnerable (which is true strength).
Those men are the ones who used to hide in churches as priests and would say that women (“witches”) seduced them and had a contract with the devil – who was a male of course and was controlling of them 😛

More will be said, but that is it for right now.

Dear Gods and Goddesses!

SHINE!

Spread the love
Be role models – don’t wait for other god/desses to wake up!

YOU are the ones who change your world within – which will lead to a world of peace!

And so it is! So ham.

La Ara
fellow-goddess and lover of this truly incredible world!!!

Shine

What’s the use of going out into the world – if you feel empty and unhappy?

If you believe in the law of attraction – which always sets in, no matter if you believe in it or not – you will only pull negative experiences into your life – the more you speak about negativity, the more you will see what’s within you outside of you.

Be aware of this fact!

We don’t learn this in school.

No one tells you that what you put out there will get back to you…
We love to listen to the radio, watch movies – and if we really live in them, well, we also pull whatever we hear and watch into our lives…

Let me tell you something.

You, right there – you, reading this article – are a beautiful, unique, infinite being. It’s not up to the world to give you good experience so you can feel good inside – it’s the other way around!

But we are not hearing this often enough.

Somehow we have been trained to only “hear” the negative things. We can’t accept compliments because they don’t feel as natural to us as insults.
Or as I just heard yesterday: compliments don’t stay long enough in our mind, we need an experience to be in our memory for at least 6 seconds to be remembered in the future.

Also, if we do get compliments, we have an automatic mechanisme in our mind that says: he/she’s lying,,,

Why can’t we accept that we are beautiful, complete beings?
Babies are perfect – they may not walk, talk, run around – they are not academically intelligent right at that moment and tell us great philosophies – but do we care?
They are unconditionally loved. They bring such a beauty within them – and if we look into their eyes – we feel that they know EVERYTHING.

Then WE – us “grownups” start to destroy the perfection of the baby by starting to tell the child that is has sooo much to learn. We start arguing, screaming, giving the child the feeling that it knows nothing and will only be loved if it listens to us.

All of us have gone through this.

The good thing about being a grownup is that we can learn to see the beauty withing ourselves again, we can give ourselves compliments and allow ourselves to accept compliments from others.

It’s time to let go of the voices of others and to listen to the only one that counts – our own voice, the voice of love, the voice of your heart.

Go out there and shine, beautiful one! Let out your sparkle!!!

No one can ever be compared to you!!!

La Ara